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ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
Friday, November 13, 2009, 10:11 AM
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.As far as I'm concerned, you're just another picture to burn.
Well, Sleeping over at Liy's crib. Tomorrow is the big day. Nervous + Excitement. Yessa. One reason that im so damn happy is that i can blog and yes, update my tumblr. Blog is way important than horror movies:D Anyway, Chacha and Bee should have slept at Liy's crib. More chaos and more fun. Shish. Im wondering whether i really look like a guinea pig or a hamster. Lately, two humans called me that. Bugsy and all. Shish.
Anyway, you know how i long i waited just to blog. Now, 4.11am and yes. Im not asleep. If everyday i live with a internet at home, i shall blog my heart out:D weee. Well, as i was saying, Lately things have rather been okayy. :D Things are settle and stuff. Im glad we all did. I hope you dont do the same mistakes again ayte?
Again, I cant help but to wonder what you meant. Im still stuck here. Im just too coward to ask. I really hope my aunt is alright after the operation. Later menopause aunty. HAHA. Anyway, I suddenly miss my family. Esp, my sister who annoys me all the time and my mum who listens. Ive been rather staying away from my family after the incident. Maybe because i really want to stay away from the problem. I hate running away from problems. & it is just the way i am. I cant help but to do so. How much my emotions and feelings towards you, i still got to ignore and run away. Ignore the says and Ignore the pain. I dont know why, whatever you do just put a smile on my face. Honestly, im just hungry.
Watched Susuk Pochong and Twilight, still i have not finish blogging. Maybe because of some interruption. Shish. And i love twilight. I cant wait for new moon. Taylorrrr:D The body is a must seen. I fine Edward and bella is rather sweet. & I cant help but to say awwww everytime they are together. Haish. Almost 3 years Dinah. I need to find somebody already. I hate chasing cats. I hate to play catching. I dont quite get it and it is very tiring. Im so confuse with myself. I dont know why. I just wish things to be better in every way. I need miracle. And i swear i need alot of stuff but i know im just dreaming to get it. Like for instance, a new handphone which my dad just and always refuse of getting me one. He is getting on my nerves. Gosh. He always remind me that the phone is still capable of messaging and calling. Damn god. My handphone is equals to burying 7 feet underneath the ground. I swear. Urgh. I think i need to seek doctor. A suggestion need to be done. Serious. I hardly sleep. Everyday is like 2-3hrs of sleep. And everytime i succeed sleeping, i woke up every 15 minutes. Irritating. I want to dream, even if it is a nightmare, i'll be happy. Serious sia. I want to dream me with Taylor or something. Dreaming of food and snacks that keep me happy:D YESSA. Well, too bad thats not gonna happen. Sigh.
Well oh well, next saturday and sunday i'll be missing out Dance Explosion due to my brother's wedding. Haila. A new member in the family, and a big sister for the first time. After that day, i wont be seeing my brother much. Sobs. No more seeking consult from him and no more getting money from him. Sigh and Haila. Smacks on forehead. Seriously, i will miss him and his very lame jokes that will always mak me laugh. Well, on the brighter side, i got my another brother to turn to and spend more time too. Me and My sister have been sad lately on how things going to change for us. But still, i hope my brother and future sis-in-law will get a very cute child so i can spend more time adoring it. Childrens:D Abang, get internet please. And lets highlight our hair together. As i was saying about the hair thingy, which im suppose to do last week, i didnt get to. Due to my mum's nagging and my brother need to sponsor his girlfriend to dates and stuff. Thanks but i shall seek for revenge:D HAHA.
I think i now shall update my tumblr. :D
Till then,
Dinah perry
" Its hard to get over you, when i know how deep and sincere i was to you"
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