Just for your entertainment.

keep your head high;
there are people who would kill to see you fall

Precisely,things are getting out of hands. Im too exhausted to even think about it. My mind went blank. Yes, im no longer me. I knew long time ago. I am still here for you when you need me. Just that you didnt quite see it. Open your eyes. You can tell me whatever you want. Whats troubling you and so on. Im here. But now, what are we fighting for? Me, wearing stuff that you dont like and words contradicting me? Its only a day. Is is wrong to text me if you want to meet me? Our house is not that far girl. Just text me and say wanna meet? Or you are free cause i surely delighted to meet you. I thought you are busy with work life. Remember i said is before to go out, you reply work. You work and work. When should i know you are free. Just text me. Nothing harm done. Till now, i dont quite understand whats the problem now. I am confuse girl. Its true.

How i wish i can just show a video of my life to you, and it shall explain everything to you. They are important than you. To tell you the truth, i never judge who is much important than who. I just okgo with everyone to be precise. I never weigh you humans. I treat everyone equally. Be it respect, dignity and all. I do not know why this bothers me, maybe because i dont know why you pissed at me and sasha that much. Yes, im too busy with dance. But you are welcome to come. Its not wrong. Or yah, you didnt quite like the dance atmosphere. Well, im trying to live my life as a jobless teenage girl who has passion for dancing. What i do didnt trouble you. For now, i just want to run away from all this.

Haish. Like what the tagger said, they are concern about me. Yes, i know they are so concern about me. But shooting like that, urgh. I dont get it. I swear. I feel like slapping myself. Im always the one who has to please humans. I feel like pulling out my hair, shave my head or something. Or plucking hairstrands from underarms or something. Okay, eew. But still, i now have this random brain. Too stress. I need somebody to talk to. But who? Somehow, i felt things are drifting far apart. Havent figure out yet.

"Life is too precious to worry about stupid things.
So have fun, get drunk, and fall in love.
Say what you feel and do what you want to do.
Regret nothing and don't let people who don't matter
Bring You Down "

DINAH PERRY