Im not the human you know any longer & i dont care

I dont understand why and what. Cant i live my life happier? Issit wrong to? I do miss you humans out there. But you also busy with stuff and work. And what you want me to do? Just sit by you and watch you do your stuff. It's just that i need to live my life my way. Im sorry. But what can i do right? About outings, cant you people just remind me. IS THAT A SIN? People change, accept it. You got life to live too right? I bet you are much happier than me. Why bother what i do? cause you are my friend? yes you are to me, my best friend. But have you ask why i do that and what ive been going through. Instead you shoot me and let everything eat me up even more, thanks. Dont blame dance for me changing. Its me, i admit it. Well, i made new friends. Yes i use to hate her, but again everything CHANGE. Change, the word i really hate. The word that constantly in my freaking brain. Eating me up. Everything evolve.

Im sick and tired already. I swear. MIA is a better choice. I got alot of choices. And i still didnt know how to make the decision. Its like im caught in the middle, and i am confuse of what i need to do. Im pissed off with myself for not being a great friend to all the humans i know. And also for not being a great humans. Urgh im just pissed. I hope things get better. I really do. Anyway, i want to apologize all wrongs i did to all the humans. I believe is changes hurt us in every way. And i would want to remind you that, what i do and what i sin i do, do please do not bother. Im aware of it:D

Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AFIQ AND SHAZRAN.

who just turn 16 yesterday:D

And i cant wait to rebond my hair, hopefully. Maybe. Thanks brother:D Love you. HAHA, & highlighting my hair:D BUT im still thinking whether to rebond. ermss. And ive watched Jennifer's body already:DD It was okay uh. I guess. I rate is 7/10. Alot of disgusting scenes. Lol. Well, i watched with Sasha and Liy. And we missed the last train. Well, i was pissed. Ended i reached home around 2am. And i cant sleep till 6am. i dont know why. I kept eating and eating. Stress maybe. Alot been bothering my mind. haish. I just hope things will be back to normal. Okay, this is what you humans want, i miss RAFIDAH AND LILY. I swear. & i miss hetty hazwani. I MISS FRESH FLAVA. whateves.

DINAH PERRY

"Im opening my mind to embrace the unknowns and every falls i will face ahead"

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