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ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
Monday, November 23, 2009, 12:46 AM
Amused how father like my brother was, and it made me smile to myself.
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Taking step a rather far back to see what moving so fast forward and trying to adapt to it; somehow i cannot find catch up to everything around me. Sigh
Haiiyaallaaahhh. My brother eventually married to Kak fazliyana. And has a step-son which eventually made me an aunty already. Sigh. Im missing my brother already. Well, the wedding was very exhausting and fun in the same time. Bonding with family. I love it and getting to know all family members better.
Saturday; was the day that announce my brother to have a wife. The day was nerve-recking. All aunties and uncles went to my house early in the morning to get my brother ready and all the 'hantaran's ready. I was rather weird and annoying. But the day was alright i guess. I just smile all day through.
Saturday; was the day that announce my brother to have a wife. The day was nerve-recking. All aunties and uncles went to my house early in the morning to get my brother ready and all the 'hantaran's ready. I was rather weird and annoying. But the day was alright i guess. I just smile all day through.
Sunday; gosh. I woke up at 6.31 am from my 4hr sleep. Yawnnnss. And went to Lagun Sari which is at joo chiat there, at least i think so. And yes. Chaotic. So like my cousins came and there we go gossiping. HAHAs. As my brother walking down the aisle, i smile to myself thinking that he is all grown up and going to build up an empire. I give that look and we both smile. Knowing that things going to be rather different. Hearing Ilhan saying daddy to my brother was rather akward and soothing at the same time. I felt my eye all teary up. I dont know why. But no one knows i guess. My cousin, Shasha, couldnt believe that my brother was already married. I sigh alot of times and just putting on a smile. So i wish my brother a long lasting marriage and hope that he shall tolerate every girl/woman annoying-ness. :D
And yes, i eventually ignoring everything. Im so sad that things change. I couldnt believe why things are these way. Im numb and quiet. I am so dissapointed but what can i do right? I mean i love everyone so much. Im giving up. Let things the way they are. As long they are happy right? Am i wrong? I miss alot of humans so much. Sigh. I feel so hopeless. I couldnt care what i feel no more. I just want every humans to be fine:D Take care humans. I want all of us to get back again. I love you humans.
I shall upload the wedding photos and videos soon.
"what i feel and think couldnt adjust and cure everything back, im just purely dissapointed in everyone including me"
Dinah.
And yes, i eventually ignoring everything. Im so sad that things change. I couldnt believe why things are these way. Im numb and quiet. I am so dissapointed but what can i do right? I mean i love everyone so much. Im giving up. Let things the way they are. As long they are happy right? Am i wrong? I miss alot of humans so much. Sigh. I feel so hopeless. I couldnt care what i feel no more. I just want every humans to be fine:D Take care humans. I want all of us to get back again. I love you humans.
I shall upload the wedding photos and videos soon.
"what i feel and think couldnt adjust and cure everything back, im just purely dissapointed in everyone including me"
Dinah.
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