Just for your entertainment.

I thank god for everything you put me through. Even the pains and tests. Im trying my best to put my best smile for the people love. Why do i still feel the miss? For a moment, i was happy. Another, i was down. Let the memories burn, Dinah. I still need to find the light to finally accept who i am. Im hiding everything in me. Hiding in pain. Killing my cells every second. Smile dinah. Its unhealthy.

I wish you knew what you meant to me. I know things shouldnt be this way. I know it will never turn this way if it wasnt my fault. Im all to blame. You were there. I was not. Maybe i was too afraid. Ah well. Its way over. Too over and ended already. Yet im still thinking again and again. Pissing my pillars off. I know, this is not a fun post at all.Just pass this post, and read below:D alot more smiles.p.s i remember the promise until now.