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Friday, August 28, 2009, 5:24 AM
Staring at blank spaces


Set high hopes only risk yourself of falling hard
definately.
its been so long ive updated my blog.
and i hate my blog for being so dried.
pfft. so here i am at zimah's crib just after breaking our fast:D
we ate FISH AND CHIPS.
i loved it.
my life is boring.
all i want to do now is to finish up my N level.
get it done and over with so i can finally shake my booty.
and to watch FINAL DESTINATION; still i hate it for being M18.
fcuk.
and the challenge of starvation-..-
postive mindset; i can get slimmer:D
hopefully.
ive been so stress out.
Next two weeks(actually less than that) is my First Nlevel paper which is Mother Tongue.
MATHS! urgh.
BTW BTW!
rafidah hair hunt my hair for white hair.
AND she manage to fine ONE!
AHHHHHHHHH!
i tell ya.
well; my life is dull and plain.
still its still colourful with my sisters around:D
they make me smile alot.
AND SYIQ; study for your maths.
well.
Life full of negativity.
Only the strength of our mind will lead through a much peaceful path.
i wonder in times why we had to go through such challenge.
the difficulty of such thing stain our soft and fragile brain which protected by the hard skull.
its like admiring rose from far and finally when we reached it and began to pluck it;
torn of such flower pierce deep and cause bleeds.
it was too numb to describe.
what i did that is wrong to you?
why left me hanging of this thin string.
The thin string that entangled me hard.
And in times when i thought things get better;
turn out to be worst.
i thought things can get better.
i guess those memories absorb deeper in my swallow head.
it stained me hard.
I kept on going. i look ahead but something kept urging me to turn back.
why? i asked.
i couldnt find the answer.
its like a maze, a puzzle.
still figuring out.
help me.
and im still waiting.
those nights i waited;
it rained. so cold.
the cold run down my spine.
it had me shivered.
memorising the notes fot an important exam of my life;
got me thinking of you.
i couldnt search for stars no more.
i broke down.
yet still strong.
those things that can ruin my life;
keep calling me to gulp it down my throat.
i couldnt sleep at night.
I reflect myself.
what i lack ?
listen to songs that really meant alot to me was simply the most tearful moments i ever had.
i miss those times; i hate loads of laughter.
now; im moving ahead.
trying to be the best out of me.
i couldnt simply care what people think about me,
all i know,im me and not YOU.
with love;
dinah.
Fresh Flava; is everything to me.
btw.
hopefully tomorrow turn our fun
and hell yeah im excited:D
good luck zimah for SUNTEC
and Shazran for MJ comp:D
all the best!

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