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Tuesday, July 21, 2009, 10:43 PM
Strike Out.
days and nights are getting alot different. few days pass; im still wondering about what might happen. i couldnt even understand why things happen this or that way. i just hate to see people i love are in pain. its not how we help them; is really how you show the concern and care with sincerity. i know i cant just stare and wait for time to pass. on another hand. waiting. another mission in life i really need to learn and digest it in me. patience and stuff. i feel like giving up. or shall i stay and not move. past flashing back in my head. dreams turn nightmares. i cant help but sat in silence. even when i know im not alright; i need to smile and also make other laugh and smile; cause i never want them to feel the same. fake smile? i dont care. i deserve to laugh and smile. thats all i ever wanted for these few days. i knw. i blame myself for everything no point moving further. no point thinking about you and others. though i really do miss; what can i do; only pray. where have you been? i do miss you. but somehow i think i need to end this. enough is enough. there are tons of fish in the water. and the water i will test. should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements; even it leads no where. quote of the day: think much deeper now; for others. my art was not sastisfying at all. maybe the timeline. rushing and stuff. it is not my standard. what i feel right now; to turn back the time so that i have more time to do it nicer and more detailed. pfft. the relieve part, i can still finish it up. and i feel like throwing the canvas out. the design was not full hearted anyway. i was like being force by Mdm Lin. grrr. anyhoos. i still love art. like you love marshmallow dipping chocolates. though in times you werent there when us need you; you are still in out deep hearts. after november; you'll be leaving and staying else where. to be precise, your upcoming wife. you always try to help in alot of ways eventhough you are having problems yourself. thank you(: and abg oh abg. better take care of your new wife. be patience alright. i know momma will miss you. you are the light to mom's life. you always there to talk to her when she needed someone to share opinions with. we all will miss your lame jokes and laughter that you bring to us. how you always tease me and lil' sis. how you always irritate lil sis. how you and me always create jokes that crack each other up. how you always makes noise if the house is too quiet. im gonna miss you. im sure time will pass real fast. & i promise you i'll be the best at welcoming the guest at your wedding. with love your sis; dinah. Pomise in the dark-Keri Hilson Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it This can’t work anymore, than you believe it Goodbye may come as a shock Even though I love you a lot I’ve given every breath I’ve got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me And how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me Listen… I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it? All these promises are probably how you deal with it I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent Don’t think I forgot Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lieing or not I’ve given every breath I’ve got Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe And how many times I gave my heart To how many times we fell apart And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me And how many times I gave you me Divided by so many memories And it equals A promise in the dark So don’t promise me We all make mistakes Sometimes we do desperate things What does it prove? NOTHING And you never do nothing wrong Then what took you so long, took you so long Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on to those i havent link/relink: i link ya'll soon(: love you ppl heartly; dinah knowles. Labels: where are you? |