Just for your entertainment.

TERRIBLY MISS
apparently so much so.
i am deeper much into you boy.
the way you smile just stained my brain.
[melts]i dont know why. everytime i started thinking about you, my problem seems to be very far apart.
i dont care no more what you feel. all i know im sure what i feel.
take care babyboy usher.& i promise i never give up
whatever it is; simply said and done. you always never fail to make me smile.
even when you are apart. thank you.

and my pillars.
only allah knows how much i thank him for giving me such wonderful friends/sister like you.
the ones NEVER fail to make me smile. and just put laughter to my dull days.
i am so bless to have you in my life;
SASHA, FIDD, SYIQY, ZIMAH, BEE, WEWEEN, WAWA, HETTY,LILY
and Abdul too.
oh so simply said again; rhyfresh, sdk and kiddee'sha are my loveones ever.

so much so.
tomorrow practice hopefully we be alot of fun((:
yippy dippy woo?

But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling

Today: 19 april 09
Sunday. ppft
i was dont with bad fever.since i slept late yesterday, i woke up late today/yesterday[since its pass midnight]
what can i say about today? bore-..- i ended up watching this movie at CH5.
and the it was called united states of leland.
the show was touching and it brought sentimental thoughts to my cotton floss filled brain.
ignore that phrase.
it talked about life and stuff.
man with few words but it meant like thousands.
okay i jotted down this phrase" one thing about tears, tears never gonna bring back the one who dont love you anymore and make them love you back. tears never too will bring back the dead. so why tears kept wasting on such people when you know you'll never have them back"
so it was so touching i quickly take my notebook and pen and scribble every touching phrase.
i agree on so many phrase i got no time to jot down all.
got another " how many times you do good, it will always seem bad"
and another " WORLD IS FULL OF POSSIBILITIES"
i agree. this show make me gain courage.
so im so gonna search of it.
it tells you about life and never give up.i nearly cried.
& most touching part. is when the girl [rebecca/becca], asked for a break up with the guy[ryan],
ryan is a man with few words.but he shows the love really sweet okay.
though he act so blur blur. but still down to earth boy next door.
then after becca ask for it, ryan wanted to know why.
she say you never show or say anything romantic.
so this situation the girls expect more.
stupid dumb dumb. then ryan shouted while his two hands grabbing becca's shoulders
" HOW TO SHOW? HOW?! LET ME KNOWW!! "
the let me know part reminds me of a song.
but its a total sweetness.
should watch although its kinda sloww.about murder and stuff.
after that i did my homework.
i havent do my art.
kanasai whatever lah deng. idc but i promise i finish it by this week.
[smiles]and then discuss stuff with mummy. she told me about my dad not allowing me to go ite next year
i was so ppftt.so i'll be taking my O'level and head off to poly. my dad wishes me to go poly. so i made a promise o myself and also dad. to study hard and cut down in outings and dance.
another kanasai. for my own good.

SHISH. berginza plaza. wth. random
so just now chat with bee and zimah.
so funny.
it was fun.
also chat with weween and wawa.
and wanrotnai too.
haha
IT WAS TOTAL MADNESS.
but best chat is with bee and zimah
funny hell. we talk bullshit.
and me and zimah invent another song.

TITLE: KAU FIKIR FUN FAIR PE
composer: Dinah and Zimah + BEE

.Kasi aku tahu kau suke aku ke tak sial.

eh , aku stress la .
AKU TAK BOLEH BACE OTAK KAU !

kau paham tak .
tu pasal aku nak kau cakap kad aku
kau tau tak . gare gare kau . aku sedih
sebab kau diam membisu je . PIKIR FUN FAIR PE!

dont understand; find malay friend to translate. im lazy and too tired.
[sneezes loud loud with alot mucus]

just excited for tomorow(:

Ili nadrah and Nasrul Haq
is still standing strong together and hopefully longer.
i know readers.
this is called puppy love or whatever.
but still love.love is blind.
and some spammer is just to jealous seeing them together.
enough spamming my blog [ another reason is i got nothing to do with you primary school kids. and i got nothing to do with your lifes and my sister love life.]
and i wont entertain primary sparring bullshits like you KIDS under 12
omg. you are like searching fights with 16 year old kid?
find someone of your own size and HEIGHT okay.
shish. you people got know life or just not popular with girls/boys of your own age,
why go spamming blog esp me and my sis?
we people dont harm you people. why? too jealous of my sister cause you have no better life then her?
leave her alone let her be happy.
search your own happiness instead of envy her and destroying her by diguising as her boyf.
And again i would like to say in a nicely manner that you are kinda stupid thinking she would fall for that.
when she can easily ask nasrul haq.
[ laughs out loud] perangai again macam dog.
dog are much more humaine.
so before i continue releasing my thoughts;
i would not like to elaborate; cause i guess i know who you are already.
cause the only one or boy who is ever in my sis life knows im her sister;[ greatest sister((:]
is YOU.
so i advice you to stop spamming before i report you in further notice. you may think we cant link who are you. oh you are so so wrong ma' boy. technology is bigger than you thought it is.
thank you.
Stay away from me and my sister's love life.
p/s im am very protective i love my sister.