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PILLARS
so much so that i love my pillars.
im currently wondering what happen to our strong bond friendship.
we use to share. use to care.
now everyone is living their own world.
where is our words when we say that we promise of sharing every secret so that we wont fight.
and also where is our word, when we say we are the best group of friends ever.
why let minor things turn to major again and again.
why so childish.
im just to caught in the middle of the whole thing & i wish to end.
both sides i would say have the faults. even me.
i should know how to divide time with you and her.
but im just too afraid of what the other party might say.
im confuse. i myself do not know how this happen.
im like lost in the tsunami; where i ask god why it happen.
or like im lost in the situation i dont know when it begins or end.
simply said im lost and sad; seeing each of us becoming this way
i want my Friendship Of the Original main 4 SDK back.
Friendship not dance.
farahin, yani, me and fidd.
together again
please heal us back again & again.
p.s i need you main pillars

yes though i have some other pillars in life.
but somehow these are the pillars i began with.
i need them.

20 april 09:
SCHOOL was Boring.
with sickness in my way.
i didnt attend extra class to tired.
kanasai(:
going off to jurong for prac[-..-]
hopefully it can get my mind out of this friendship problem.
meeting all my other strong pillars.
to zimah; i hope you are okay.
dont think about it. it takes time alright.
slowly breathe like what you say.
im here so are rhyfresh and SDK.
[hugs and kisses]

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~~like a silly joke(:~~