Just for your entertainment.

People are all the same
yes. those words up there is a total fact.
and it needs to be drill in your freaking brain. shitty people.
you may already realize im kinda pissed off.
i thought i may cooled off a little faster instead the words you say about my pillars keep repeating again and again. so thank you for making me dislike you.
alright. the word ugly.
to me; everyone is the basic same.
if im ugly then so are you.
so saying people ugly its like saying yourself too.
but look up ahead. even that person is lesser better looking than you;
they may have heart alot better and fresh than yours.
i dont know why this pissed me off so much.
and even better shooting people mistakes and weakness to other people just to kill your friends or better sister.
i dont understand why. seriously alright.
i kept wondering these few days. it hurts me on the other side.
i just want my circle of people around me to be smiling and be happy.
cause that is WAY enough to make my day.
i want things to be alright and clearer.

Conclusion: tiangs in my life is beautiful as they are inside and out.
not only my tiangs but every human.
so those who say others ugly; HEAR THIS OUT.
YOU ARE FREAKING BLOODY ROTTEN HEARTED HUMAN.
& you should never been born to earth. go somewhere perfect for you (:

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Today: 30 April 09
so again i skipped school.
i feel so drenched and weak. migraines adding on to my freaking life.
Cramps cramps[ girls should know why *winks]
i feel like eating my brain up. or go massage?
got any such massage that massage brains only? cause i really need one.
apparently because of my midyear and dance coming up.
dance kinda worries me a little. making me nervous although its long way to go.
dont ask why. & midyear is a nerve wrecking for me. Eng and Mother Tongue was over.
English was i think okay. acpt for my paper 2. the comprehensions is freaking boring documented shits.
both of it okay! CB and the worst part i read it over and over again. i still confuse what it meant.
shit sail stuff about sea and history of shits. okay[ sorry for my launguage]
im just worried about my exams. i havent even touch on my revision yet. so smack smack me.
i feel so stupid compared to my sec 1 and 2. during that two years i did freaking well eventhough i didnt study.
[im not bragging; mind you] i like that way. but now its a total different story. things have been heading down.
my mum ask where is my competitive attitude to be better than others. sorry mum i change to more humble on people. no what my mum meant was better in studies. i dont know. things have been laying back since sasha graduated from kranji seconday school. i feel that school is becoming more shittier ever since. with the new badge with alot problems that i dont care much but it bothers one of my pillars. but serious shit. i couldnt care less about the new badge and about people bitching about me. NOTE that. i dont care. im alot happier((:
art on the other hand. i love art so much. i love art like i love cookies. but things changes for this year.
maybe because of the stupid eye bulging boring teacher. [-..- pfft]
so im still at my first page. CHIBS. i need to buck up. sumpah eyy.
gosh. gosh. so stressful.
im afraid of what tomorrow's outcome.
hopefully it turn out better.

YESTERDAY: 290409
Simply said it was fun and fun.didnt expect it to be fun.
yesterday i didnt go school so i had my breakfaast with lily at mcdonalds Lot one.
then head off to library to study and do research on art. so the morning was terribly cold.
Library was freezing. i was freezing. so i nearly sleep. but i try to open my eyes as wide as i possibly could.
so the new library is awesomely beautiful. so we sat near a window. can see the scenery. so i love it.
while lily draw and did her art; i gaze outside the window. you know i love sceneries.
especially when it rains. and everything outside it wet. it kinda make me feel down and sad though.
struggles i face i never mention. whatever it is im alright.
eventually.
so continue. then we head to my crib. watch several videos.
haha. lily is loving the videos eyy. haha i know i know. ((: i laugh my ass of too.
and my sister adores lily's hair. i told ya. her hair is freaking like lily allen's.
[pfft] shouldnt say it. ahha.
so actually yesterday supposely have dance practice.
and i know i cannot go. the reason why; monsters at home is nagging the hell out of me.
then th prac was canceled. then turn out to be; my parents heading out to my grandma's crib. kanasai.
so i was bored. lily was bored. bee text us to go Republic Poly.
haha. yes i went there. with lily. met BEE!!
i love her okay. SO MUCH. she is my second mother. she cares about me and my studies.
haha. without her i wont be studying. so thank you honey.
did some maths questios while waiting for sasha. so after sasha came and stuff.
my stomach is making several types of music since it is VERY HUNGRY. my hormones changes real fast.
the past few days i was not that hungry and i BARELY eat.
then yesterday was like beast. i get hungry every few minutes. haha. maybe because of my period.
[oops information tak perluu] then i went to the canteen. and serious shit. the western was DELICIOUS LOOKING.
but i didnt eat dem. maybe because i was saving up money.
pfft. then i bought drinks and i was jakon because it was self service. haha. and people can know me right away that i was RP students i was blurr. very BLUR.
-..- haha. then i but WAFFLE.
THIS IS ANOTHER POST ABOUT FOOOODDD.
the last time i post about food is during at simei.
now its at RP.
sial ey, the waffle is damn unique and FREAKING NICE
i bought CHOCOLATE & BANANA waffle
other than durian i crazy over is BANANA!
yes yes and apples. AND STRAWBERRIES.
okay okay i love my fruits and vegetables. i am very lucky to have tongue who likes all veggies(:
sayang kamu lidah. lol. weird. weird. NEXT waffle flavour is apple fillings. WOHOO.
and next time im there i'll be trying the western. RP watch out for me.
haha. then sat at rp. it was spacious filled air-conditioned(: i loveeee.
we talk and gossip about stuff. talk about whats been going on and life.
it was fun okay. i love it. so we dance dance abit. then roll roll at the floor. then topsy turn around.
HAHAA. it was hilarious. then WE PLAY GAMES.
OMG it is so funny i laugh my ass out. laugh till tears apparently roll down my cheeks.
laugh till my stomach fatness turn to abs [okay bedek. still i dont have abs]
but just to tell you that it was so FREAKING funny.
we played race game in partners.
where one partner was needed to whole both legs of the other partner .
SO 'A' was holding 'B''s legs and 'B' was need to use her hand.
haha. and race from one end to another. sial it was tiring. klakar.
until i hurt myself. who cares. i love the game.
then the other game. one partner was needed to hop at the back of the other partner[in malay called 'chang']
whatever it calls. i hopped at bee's back. and needed to run to the other end. and sasha hopped on lily's back.
hahaa. i felt like riding on horse. sial funny. OMG i love YESTERDAY. so much. then we laugh laugh.
yesterday was like a hindustan show with no conflict. haha no link.
then we head home(:
the end.
SUMMARY: chocolate and banana waffle i love.
i love it more than i love my brain.
[?] haha. ignore that.
& i love BEE and everything had happen yesterday.
fun ass.
anyone wanna join us one day?