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ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
ILI NADRAH SASHA HETTY ZIMAH BEE SYIQY DOUBLEDEE HALYYMA RAFIDAH YANI FARAHIN HASWEEN SITINURUL WILSON MARSH AZLAN FAUZIE ASH FATE DEERANAE SYIKIN SHAFA SCRIPTZ NADYRA SHAFIQAH ATYRA LIY ALLEN HUDA AMALINA FARHAN
Sunday, April 5, 2009, 4:59 AM
KIDDEE'
Hetty baby.thats what call her.
BE JEALOUS!.hetty the loud & crazy.
She is ever the best friend i discovered.the one who hears & help.
the one who talks to me till late at night. the one who is there for me.
Loving as i am. knowing that she will be there for me.
knowing she accept my flaws and all; just the way i did to her.
I PROMISE; i'll be there for you whatever happens.
even it is gravely bad. i be there with & by her
im here to be her listening aid to everything.
my OH SO FUN baby.
more to elaborate.just too much.
shes everything.
thank to you baby! ((:
IF ONLY
you knew what you meant to me.
you knew how i was ready to give the fullest.
you know that i know you know that i know you know before i know.
you knew what life you have better than mine.
you knew that god given you the best apart from mine.
you felt what i felt
you read my mind.
i could turn back time; & not miss all the signs.
i stop from falling into you.
i could give another really tight hug.
if only i could think what you think.
i stop listening to what people say; & start to love you more.
i could say i love you to you.
i could count the dates.
i could remember the reason i fall for you.
i could call you say i need you here by me.
you were mine
kiss me by the cheeks.
you are beside me now.
going out with me.
hold my hands.
If you just knew;
the feelings that grow day by day.
If only i could stop all the regrets i felt.
Now;
im wondering even more.
enough said.
period.
ive move on.
*scratching head.
4april09
NCC in the morning.
started out i was pissed of with my freaking USM.
saying i was giving excuses.
well i am aware ive been not attending trainings lately.
well;
i miss one training after the camp eyy!
& seriously family & friends & dance COME MORE IMPORTANT than this one dumb Army fcuked up CCA.
okay.
over that.
than everything goes fine.
I laughed alot with farhan & other specs.
i wonder when we all pass out do we still laugh again like we use too.
im gonna miss brother farhan & weird khairul.
period.
& im not gonna miss USM.
he equals racist & bloody arse.
if any ncc people were to read this;
im sorry.
its just my thoughts.
So after training Me,fidd & kamarul went to Mcd limbang for lunch
i thought i was hungry
apparently im not.
i was THIRSTY
so yes.
then lily(: finish work.
So we sat together and talk.
Then lily walk with me to my bus-stop.
we sat there from 4.00+ till 6.00++ we just TALK OUR HEARTS OUT.
i miss very much.
its been long since i talk to her like that after a misunderstanding situation.
i was so angry with that i ever said to myself i wont regard her as my bestest friend no more;
just friend.
so then we are apart.
now;
im filling the hole inside me.
I miss lily astria binte supardi.
i dont care what people say no more.
she makes me feel happy okay;
im looking forward coming wednesday;
dance dance dance(:
then afterwards;
i went out again around 8pm.
hetty & ilyas picked me up.
everything turn out well
IM SORRY SITI NURUL NADHIRAH.
i am sorry. :(
reach home almost 12.
TODAY:
bore.
but one thing impressive.
my mom sang old hindustani song.
AAJA AAJA!
lol.
syiq's fav song.
shish.
imy;
SDK(:
genting highlands;
memories of my childhood.
sial.
ANYWAY BEFORE I FORGOT;
WANO WANO WANO WANO WANO.
ask me why i put his name.
cause he didnt want me to put his name.
so i do the opposite.
IM EVIL
w.a.n.o. says:
ehhe, plz tell that u never put my na on ur blg?
deedee says:
i never put this post.
why want me to put?
w.a.n.o says:
eheh.. noonooo
buat malu jek..
jatuh image future rockst
deedee says:
LOL-_-
since you remind me;
i'll put
HAHA
8EVILS
w.a.n.o says:
NOO
u evill
dont be evil be more evil
a a
noo
dont tell u put it already
deedee says:
HAHA
i put.
haha
MUHAHAHA.
w.a.n.o says:
bedek
i noe u will never post it
okok.
u joking right.?
deedee says:
NO IM NOT
later you read it
MUHAHAHHAHA
w.a.n.o says:
noo
deedee says:
super evil!
w.a.n.o says:
i will never open ur blog
plzz
dont
FUTURE ROCKSTAR WILL BE GONE
Delete it
ARH
MAAAA !! PAAAA !!
deedee says:
hahhahHAHA
I WILL NOT
w.a.n.o says:
DEE BULY ME
short convo'
IM EVIL.
period.
& yes i bully people.
continue back;
things has been rather plain,
without you here with me.
i felt nothing has gain
i WAS in love you see.
KRISTINE MIRELLE-LET GO
"Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go"
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go
And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life
Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go"
getting addicted to songs;
stuck with each other by akon ft shontelle
let go by kristine mirelle.
kiss me through the phone- soulja boy
the climb-miley cyrus
i miss you-miley cyrus.
9.17pm
currently;
tuning in to missing you-first lady.
eating salad.
(:
strict diet?
i ended with remembrance of the hug.
goodbye.
dee.
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