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Thursday, April 23, 2009, 9:10 AM

It is just to complicated.
apparently so i am now so drenched in everything.
too lost and confused. it struck me hard when im sure im not the one.
and yes i realise im just a dust compared to the others.
so nothing i would say and people say would change the feelings i had towards you.
just have faith. so all of these aint important. what is important is my upcoming prelim 1.
which is my mid year examinations((:
it is stressful and slapping me hard too; to make me aware that i need to wake up because examinations is right around the corner.
okay; honestly.
im not okay. im down im all fucked up about everything. im just frustrated with everything.
with PROBLEMS. mentally challenge fucker. kanasai. sorry too much vulgar.
i would not say my problems here. just my closest human living girlfriends / guyfriends.
so i love my pillars RHYFRESHH ft sdk & BEE. so much so they are my honey babies GFs. weee(:they understand me. i love them. i couldnt think of better way of living if it isnt for them. they make me stand strong. thank you!!
Love; dinah syaza [deedee]







TODAY:
23 april 09
went for so called dance prac at ITE siemei.as you know from my post below that i didnt attend school.
so not attending school kinda make sasha and weween pissed off.
sorry sygs. i promise i change my habit.
so apparently we shared the dance studio with zimah's schoolmates.
haha. it was kinda fun. at the same time chaotic. one corner someone is making up.
another having webcamwhore. wth. whatever that is.
so dance dance dance. and not to forget study.
pfft, yes. after all that; isk came.
or should i say ZAINOL -..-
haha. then ate at the cafe 1.
THIS IS WHAT I WANNA SAY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART:
the food is freaking cheap and delicious hingga menjilat kuku jari and tangan.
and it is suprisingly awesome. me and sasha fell in love with siemei because of the food.
omg. it is so nice i dont even know what words to describe.
so i ate chicken rice black pepper and strawberry smoothie.
sial sedap to the core.
the first spoon filled rice with sliced chicken covered with black pepper sauce + the chilli and alittle bit of soup.
WAS SPLENDID! fuuh*drrooollss*
haha*four thumbs up*
AND the ice cream chocolate chip mint. FUH mak dikau.
FIDD it is so wort it then we buy 4.00 ice cream cone.
this is just 90cents and it is HUGGGGGEEEEEE!!! (:
whua whua. okay apparently half of the post is about food.
so about food: it was well spent. haha
then we head off to siemei mrt station; we walk theree! (: thanks im getting slimmer.
haha. neh. so it was funny again; with syiq.
syiq never fails to make us laugh. pantat berbulu lebat ikat plaits lah syiq.
so me and syiq + zimah is kembah siam.
isk is sooo slow.-..- really.
got fooled by us. muahaha.
so we went to boon lay. apparently zimah didnt want to go home early so we decided to go boonlay and search for domes to just chill. haha.
so at train; we had funny talks and oh yes memories. *pissed*
and syiq + me fooling isk.
isk is so sloww again. read that ZAINOL! pfft.
but it was sentimental ride too. and again whats at the mrt stays at the mrt.
nothing much happen. so sat at dome. play games and stuff.
merepek i need to do breast tutting for being just to blur.
kanasai where else; weween need to jog around the dome.
and syiq cat walking across.
then went back home respectively(:
mrt ride home is freaking hit back past. fuck.

conclusion: today was hell yeah a stress releasing or reducing for me.
thanks to GFs and isk just now.
TEEHEE ((;
i miss lil'kidd, Bee, Wawa, Fidd, Lily, Abdul, Farahin, Yani, other more people.
and syiq belacan basi.

fishcake so berbulu lebat!
(sigh)
im sleepy.
its 12.47am.

keep rockin' keep knockin! ((:
weeeee.
i love you PILLARS!

i pretend.
but it doesnt make a difference.


DEEDEE; much kisses

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