Just for your entertainment.

If we want rainbow, we must put up with rain first.
apparently so. just trying my fullest best in everything.
and take it slow. taking in everything slow.
& trying to think more positive than negative.
filling my more positivity. though i know it is so hard.
but im trying. no harm in trying.
ive been facing alot of problems lately. which my previous post has repeatedly said it all.
instead im running away from it all. i need time.
alot for unanswered question filled my freaking small migrained brain.
with silence creeping me. add on to the fear i already had.
i wondered about you most of the time. seeing people around me also in love.
yes. love love love. mostly got to do with love.
love is the greatest yet the hurtful one.
for me; the most confusing.
apparently. going on same situation as zimah.
We are trying our best to stay strong arent we?
whatever it is. whatever happens.
im going to face it. Be strong dinah!
i miss you badly.

Today: 18 April 09
supposely movie day with zimah all. instead.
zimah cannot go. so Sasha, lily, Fidd and me head off to Marina Square.
we reach there around 7.30pm so the 7.00+ slot for 17again is over.
the next slot was 9.10pm. we thought of watching other movies but still is started at 9.00+ urgh. curses okay?! apparently the slot for 9.10pm was not a problem for me.
ut it was for fidd. then decided not to catch movie on that day.pfft.-_-'
that is okay.so i was terribly hungry. we went to eat at macdonald.
yes thank you lily for treating me(: sayang kamu.
And lily lawa okay. rambut mcm lily allen. sial youu!
i know uh your name and lily allen's name are same.
whatever it is.
i wish to have hair like hers [smileys] or still lily allen.dream on.
and insert slot of jumping-ness after we ate.
*winks winks. nevermind about that. i shall not elaborate it.
then met up with the cute soon to be couple Hetty and Fauzie.
well. we dah met us up. 6 people is equivalent to 60 people.
okay bedek. but yes. oh so bising. then walk around marina Square.
then we sat at the steps. seriously eyy. marina square international reps ey.
i cannot take it sia. perangai dong satu2.
then we head home seperately.
Me, sasha ,fidd and me take cab home.
while fauzie and hetty take train. in the cab,i was rather feeling tired and sick.
so i mostly am quiet.the cab driver is so nice okay?!
he turn on the radio loudly. and switch it to 98.5
just for us. cause he say he understand that we are teenager.
so nice driver. (: i love you apek driver yang kering! [laughs]
then i heard oh so sweet songs.
i became abit sentimental. i sat at the front some more.
so i would say i sentimental with the apek.
ish no. but more to myself.
songs like a little too not over you- david archuleta
you're not sorry-taylor swift
brings a tingle feeling inside. but honestly.
im very quiet at the front but the back was noisy as if the cab is theirs'
we they sent me home first since me and fidd are not paying.
thanks kak sasha and lily.

so now im at home using the freaking problematic computer.
chatting with bee and zimah(: two loveones.[hugs]
so im obsessed by zimah's blog song.
let me know by NLT. i tell you. the song's lyrics is so exact situation.
so that song dedicated to you usher.[random]
yes. zimah and me then create song.
haha. & i tell you its so funny. i laugh while sneezing
now my flu getting worst. i feel so sick.
urgh. kanasai
anyway,
BEE; GO WITH THE FLOW AND STAY STRONG((:
ZIMAH: PLEASE DONT THINK NEGATIVE. BE STRONG AND BELIEVE IN YOURSLEF
whatever it is,im here for you both! [blow kisses to ya]

here you go our creation((:
Song tittle : P.s I am still not over you BODOH (stupid)
Done by : Dinah and zimah

Eh bodoh (eh stupid)
Aku tengah berbual dengan kau (I am talking to you)
Meh sini dengar (Come here and listen)
Eh kau pekak ke badak (eh are you deaf ?)
Aku kan dah kate aku suke kau , asal tak paham (I told you that I like you , why can't you understand )
Aku tak boleh lupe kan kau , aku confirm (I can't forget you . Confirm)
jadi , P.s I am still not over you bodoh (so , P.s I am still not over you stupid)

A lot of people walk in
and out of my life,but,
you're one of the only ones
I ever really wanted to stick around.

HASWEEN did this for me(:
sweet kann.
and thanks eh kak weween! im stinky pfft.
haha((: i love her. weee.

I can’t read your mind
I need you to say it

Plain and simple
I would give my life to you
Everything you needed
Baby I would be it
You’re the only one I talk to
Who really knows me
Tells me shows me
That it’s enough sometimes just to be myself

I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand

Take my breath away
Buy me anything I ask
Go anywhere I wanna go
I traded everything just to know

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care
Let me know you’re thinking of me
When I can’t be there
Let me know you miss me
Call me up sometimes
I don’t wanna go but boy you gotta let me know

Stop and listen
It’s my thoughts calling your name
Screaming out the way I feel
I wish you would do the same
I think you might be on the same border
Same line same page
I’m tired
Listening to your silence brings the water to my eyes

I don’t want nobody else
They don’t understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment that I shook your hand
Don’t let me in the dark
Let this blind over my eyes
If you don’t feel the same
Is everything we have a lie?

Please give me a reason to stay
Gotta get us back on track
Cause the worst thing is
Loving someone who doesn’t love you back
I think you do but I need you to say it

Let me know you love me
Let me know you care

~~for you.~~