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so great to have My Babies GFs around.
RhyFresh & SDK [ syiq and fidd]
so they are the ones who made my day. l
isten to my cries.making my burst to laughter.
somehow, i felt its been awhile that i laugh that loud.
so today i did. so much for everything. they have been the pillar to everything.
without them im lost. they are the whole of me.
Friendship means everything to me. seeing one going to break up, im crying everytime whenever i caught the glimpse of you people ignoring each other. So ive down lately. thinking all the great things i have and be grateful.
Staying & standing up strong.
sorry if ive been kinda different
. i miss so many people.
i have so many regrets.
with love.
lets start as friends.
i willing to wait.

And I said, "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"
-taylor swift love story.

Today: 17 April 09.
oshkosh bigosh.
Midyear is coming up. im losing hair daily from the cause of stress.
im kidding on that part. white hair is starting to appear. exactgerating it.
wth. so i SO far back in studies. im trying to catch up with my studies.
im so tired lately how to study at class. Simply enough said i hardly get enough sleep at night.
I cannot even sleep. I feel like talking to some one. but i know im considerate person okay?!
so in the end i didnt call up anyone. i stared at the ceiling though my computer nearby me calling my awfully nice name. i ignored. so i apparently woke up in the morning to go school. and i am almost late.
things in school is dull and bore since sasha and Co' graduated from school and proceed their education at ITE.
i use to love going to school. haha. lovebirds. whatever eyy; and how everyday i go school with sasha. never once late. we are so early. I mean really early. when all the sardine member gather at the foyer's stairs. aiseybedah so the memory okay. i love it. now. i hate school. but Secondary 3 even without sasha was still fun. When people call me awie. sial eyy. " sejatiiii!" and abdul and Co' use to be so close. now everyone is apart only abdul now still close to us. with me now looking back at the past. i feel so sad to see us ending up like this. i want to play uno like the last day of school. still i won snap ey! firman lose! muahaha. still remember ohkay?! teasing one another. esp who can forget abdul and lily's relationship how they met. going selangor for malay immersion trip. i would say a perfect 10 out of 10. although abdul wasnt we us. but things were so awesome i cry whenever i think of it. so fun(: with one craziness in our tour bus. bubblegum. and firman's jokes at bus. plus gossip. klakar perh.and abdul calling me from singapore just to talk to lily. alahai. memories lah oi! and the slengerness of firman and hafiz at the hotel.
so that was a flashback. sorry. i know its boring.
haha. planning to go ITE if my N levels sucks.
thought of having the same course with weween that is Multimedia.
Hopefully same class(: haha. but habibah syg ku mahu saya masuk poly.
so i now im thinking back and forth. mission: to make BEE + my parents proud; take O level next year and go poly.
yes i will.
so after school i went straight home.
and get ready for dance prac @yew tee dome.
[videos at below or at syiq's blog]
so when night falls, fidd was needed to go dinner with her family.
& speaker we were using own by her.
so end up using wawa's speaker. still cannot use.
then off to other dome.
oh so exausted.

conclusion: Today was utter fun esp. syiq farted while practising for the way i love you choreo.
It is so loud. we all stop dancing and start laughing.
haha.
and yes it was tired.
learn new choreo(: awesome.
p.s legs falling off.
dance prac is a good formed of slimming myself down.
next thurs: dance prac @simei.

&& i got to meet digusting friend!! haha.
i thought i couldnt get to catch the glimpse of him instead i get.
haha. oi you. you change. i mean getting more slimmer.
& becoming more muscular
*next stop kembangan.
haha. weird. should go out sometime.
WANT TO TALK TALK! a
nyway; someone said you hot -_-''
i was like wuhaat? serious. i laugh my ass and lungs out.
whatever that is.

Hey
I feel like I just blow on up
Anytime I could just lose control, caught up
In your lovin' everytime I feel your touch
Second thoughts more doubts started buildin' up
You're everything I wanted
Before I knew just what I wanted
And hey, hey
You're killin' me on the inside
And you're the only one I want
I can't deny

Don't know what to do
What to say
I'm not sure what to tell you
Confused, which way do I
Take your hand or let go (do I)
Take your hand or let it go (I can't)
Take this feelin' much more (do I)
Take your hand or let go (go)
Don't know what to do
What to say
I'm not sure what to tell you
Confused, which way do I go

Somebody tell me
Is it that I'm so hung I can't say
Or is it my life
So young, careless ways
And in your eyes
So much love you wanna give

But the more I hold you in my arms

The pressure starts to build (build)
Build it up (build, build, build)

you changed my life in so many way
I just look back to how I used to be and how
you dealt with me just want to thank you for..
Just in case I never see your face again (face again)
Just in case the worst was meant to happen (happen)
Just in case tomorrow never come there is something you should know (should know)
I've given you every bit of the man I am (of the man I am)
I know at times it wasn't pretty but it was all I had
I never held back not one little bit and the world can attest to this
And baby you flipped my program upside down (listen to me now)
There was so many times I wasn't there for you
And for everyone of those times I hated myself for
The way I went about it the ups
and the downs one foot in while the other foots out
Loving on you loving on another
and I ain't no different from any of the brothers
What I did to you right here right now in this here place
In this here space as my heart pour out
as I state my case as I break it down
To tell you where I'm coming from
so you've seen the good you've done
So you've feel the change you've made stay with me everyday
Girl if I died tonight before I wake
Know that you touched my life in oh so many ways
And sugar this song is this I had to give would you remember
Remember my heart remember it was good remember t
hat I tried as long as I could
Remember that I gave
till I had nothing else remember my voice
Can you help me?
Anybody out there help me
Please can you help me? Excuse me mister, I fell on hard times,
I need some help
But don't need a dime, don't earn a way,
I'll wash your clothes If you let me stay, find your revoke,

Excuse me you two, got love to spare?
Search my whole heart, it ain't none in there
Pardon me sister, I'm on my last
Don't have no love, that's OK, God bless

I remember the day I lost my heart (hey yeah)
Took it for granted I went too far
Fall down, cried, and then begged, to feel that love again
I hold on this sign till the very end
Do anything

usher's diff kind of lyrics(: touched me so much.