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God had sent me an angel
I wake up in the morning.
i stared at the ceiling
and then look to my right shoulder. i see you, picture of you. i smiled.
every morning i was awake by the sweetest dream. i just prayed it will happen.
i thank god for just letting me know you better. knowing you. eveything.
even so i know im not better off as others. or even im just a dust to you.
you may not care nor even like me. & may also not be important to you.
still im falling everything about you. even your flaws and all.
i love you dear boy. get that stuck in your head.

but i cant read your mind. i just wish i can just be inside your brain.
knowing everything what you think. or just thought about me.
just tell me can even it hurts me. your silence is killing me here.
this is just for you USHER; you know who you are.
&the fear you put in me.

Today: 21April09
absent from school again.
i cannot wake up. i didnt even realize my mum wake me up.
weird. but all i know i woke up at 7.45 because of this weird dream.
all should i say a dream i wish it will happen.
then i slept again. woke up nearly 5pm.
so i was so tired and sick.pfft. -..-
AND as i was watching ellen show; someone called me.
so yes. i didnt save zimah's phone n0. so i just picked up.
suddenly i heard a manly voice.
i was shock for a moment i thought it was one of my schoolmate.
so i look again at the n0. and still i couldnt figure who's n0.
so the 'man' called himself Zainol. pfft.
and pranked me all. kanasai! haha. turn out it was iskandar.
serious eyy. beware.
if i see you; i kill you.
muahhaa.[evils] and iskandar! i was blur and having my migraine at the period of time.
& i promise myslef i now safe all my friends n0. to prevent anymore cases of pranks.
thanks eh isk! -.-
shish!!
so i was again having my migraine till now.
p.s i miss the voice of you know who. -..- padahal padahal.

YESTERDAY: monday; 20 april 09.
so about yesterday i did say i would want to elaborate about the celebration. so yes.
rhyfresh ft SDK having having so called dance practice.
and FREEKZY came out of the sudden and sang birthday song out loud.
even me was shock okay?! but the most funniest part.
before freekzy came; pizza deliveryman came.
and say who order pizza? anyone name hetty?
we all acted like we didnt know anything.
it was hilarious.
so it was chaotic.
with everyone eating pizza and dancing.
it was yet fun (:
fullstop.

If this isnt love- jennifer hudson
I'm calling his phone up, just to tell him how much
I really love him cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me
so I truely believe

God send me an angel up from above
that's gonna love me for life
might as well be perfect Only because,
it's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love
tell me what it is,
cuz I could be dreaming and just plain crazy
If this isn't love
tell me what is,
cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

L-o-v-e what it means to me
L-o-v-e oh If this isn't love

I'm selfish cause I don't wanna share him
with no body not even those
People that came before me
But see, I never believed.

God would send me an angel up from above
that's gonna love me for life
might as well be perfect
Only because it's the only way I can describe, so

So if you got real love
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that
fits right like a gloves
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up,
if this isn't love
Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't trippin
I know I ain't slippin
I know that it's love
See me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreamin
I know I ain't dreamin
Cause this reason maybe I know what is love
If this isn't love

Today Night: no stars.
and it got me tripping.
got me thinking about you like no one did ever before
you are a challenge im facing like im facing in maths. even more so.
i love facing the challenge and the way you make me think about you.
if you are challenge; i love challenge.
if you are stars; i love stars even more i did before.

love is a difficulty im facing.
it hard as rock. hard as my burnt cookies.
hard like searching for rainbows.
this love is difficult; but its real.
i swear.

so yes: zimah's blog song is another related one to me.
knock me down-keri hilson Ft kanye west & Neyo
and the song; katakan sebenarnya by Dewiq
[thanks sis for introducing me that song] song oh songs.

~~im sentimental.~~
bare with it,