Just for your entertainment.

FIGHTING
the spirit i look up for. to be strong like one else.
im not sure about myself. i am so sure of doing something yet i took a step back.
i was wondering what will you think.i was scared.
Fighting for happiness. just staying awake for the sake of my family and friends.
cause i want to sleep so long that i couldnt even think of my problems.
fighting the bacteria in me. sickness of every kind.
im trying my best.
i agree anyway.
but all i know;
my feelings get more deeper.
it is sinking in my heart. deep in my heart.
staining it every second.
p/s i love you.

I don't mean to run
But Every time you come around
I Feel more alive, than ever
And I guess it's too much
Maybe we're too young
And I don't even know what's real
But I know I never...

Wanted anything so bad
I've never wanted anyone so bad

If I let you love me
Be the one adored
Would you go all the way
Be the one I'm looking for
If I let you love me (If I Say)
Be the one Adored (It's OK)
Would you go all the way (You can stay)
Be the one I'm looking for

Help me come back down
I'm high above the clouds
You know I'm suffocating, But I blame this town
Why do I deny
The things that burn inside,
Down deep I'm barely breathing
But you just see a smile

And I don't wanna let this go
Really I just want to know
Adore-paramore

Today:
just got back from school.
i was sick and kinda mood out.
it was okay.
im just too worried about all my friends now.
im glad abdul and fidd are fine already.
but what about the rest.
glue us back together.
i miss you people.
love, Dee.
Going off to dance prac.
hoping things will b fine.
meeting my babies GFs.
yippy dippy wooo!

p.s.s i dont even know why i kept thinking about you.
i dont even know why. maybe its just the way you are.
im super deeply in love with your flaws and all.
i dont care if you dont have any feelings towards me.
its just a let out burst emotion& i wish i could make you happy- usher(: