Just for your entertainment.

The every fear human have to face.
so much so. the heart apparently pause a little while.
my heart shattered if anyone of my pillar's heart being broken.
so hereby now; im sitting on the moveable chair,
listening to every problems my pillars facing.
and most of it; related to LOVE & even friendship . pfft.
yes i will say it again pfft.
those stories do hereby heard; just stop me from everything im doing.
neither im happy nor sad.
and plain blank feeling. i always wish things goes much better for my loveones.
Pillars and such. i really want them to be happy.
if they are smiling; i'll be too.
to see such; inappropriate behaviour that YOU poured to people who trust you;
and YOU brought tears to my pillars' eyes,
hurts me badly.
i sat here thinking. alot have been going on with life.
even me here. but when i think back.
i care about my pillars more. and those who hurt them;
i kill you. or simply say rocks; hard big rocks will be thrown to you.
beware. i dont want to hear my pillars crying to my ears;
it is so piercing pain & brought water to my eyes.
please my pillars; dont cry & im sure you are strong.
Love is already feared by me.
erase it away please.

conclusion: I love pillars(:
my tall tiangs.

Today:280409
school?
boring. simple said.
the fun part is with lily and fidd.
goof around and stuff.
i couldnt study. brain is everywhere.
so in class messaging doubledee.
lesson was boring. so the solution is messaging people.
haha. i really need to get my head in studies. so after school;
head home and sleep.
woke up; planned to study and do my freaking art.
instead i surf the internet until now.
kanasai.
so i waste my tuesday.
get ready to face my two fear next monday; Social studies And mathematics paper 1.
Maths is like facing ghost or facing my dad when he gets angry.
okay. whatever.
today bore.
enough said.
Friday; another fearing day yet hopefully the best day of the week((:

Say you gotta put the good with the bad
happy and the sad
That way you bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call
And if it hits, better make it worth the fall