Just for your entertainment.

Cant help but to wonder
days and nights i kept wonder about different things that happen in my life.
and wonder what it meant and why?
its just aroused the curiosity in me. every night i swear. i never fail to look out my window.
& simply search of stars. cause stars usually led hope in me.
the ones who accompany through my lonely nights. yes.
stars brings alot of past memories and yet new ones.
im an idiot; praying to stars. i close my eyes and make wishes day by day.
& i would cry if stars were not found but instead red looking clouds at night.
i regard you as star in my life. shine so bright. many people adore you.
but i know im just one human small human in the middle of a huge twirling earth,
simple and ordinary ; which left ignored.
every single night; i cant help but to wonder.
like do people care. do i deserve being here?
with your picture beside me. and another thing which keeps me company from my dull nights.
yes.it made me smile. after wishing good night & wish you knew.
i kept inside my black wallet cause whenever im down.
your picture never fails to put a smile on my face.
thank you YOUR picture. i know i may be the weirdest person on earth.
i eat peanut butter and oreo & i love it alot.
i dip strawberry jam together with nuttella. i dont know why.
i do weird things and weird times.
oh oh mamamia dip belacan.
no link.
ignore.
p.s i fall deeper in you.
do you care?

I CANT SLEEP AGAIN.
pfft.

TODAY: 21 APRIL 09 1.33pm
20 april 09;
happy belated birthday Azlan Roslan aka Double dee.
may good bless you and every wish comes true.
i elaborate on the celebration tomorrow/ today?
lol. too lazy.
summary: fun & tired. also chaotic.
the way i love you-tamia [ weeees;]