Just for your entertainment.

these days have been the most weirdest days i ever had.

EVER.

my feelings were plain & emotion-less.

acpt. dissapointment.

ignore that.

but i felt like nothings in me anymore.

i do not need to think of anyone no longer.

i was.

happy?

I enjoyed my time now in school much more.

i love school.

i love my GFs.(girlfriends & guyfriends)

they simply just never fail to put smile on my face.

& so much so;

ive been a little hardworking.

in my daily work & stuff.

I got alot to catch up.

Any love;

no yet to think of.

through the emotion-less period of time;

i was soul searching.

searching for myself.

doubts in myself lately.

being fat & stuff.

ITS NOT ME TO BE PARANOID IN GETTING FAT!

& lately;

syiq & me has been sharing stuff.

i love her more than ever you see.

she is there & heard me cry on the phone.

KISS ME TO THE PHONE*singing soulja boy.

& im glad to say;

i have improve 10 percent.

yes.

10 percent is hard work.

bringing myself up up & away.

lately;

ive been missing DAMN alot of people.

missing in alot of ways.

missing the whole person.

missing in chilling out.

missing laughing together.

missing missing.

main people;

period.

SUMMARIZE: building myself up.

3 APRIL 09

school was average.

the early morning;

house meeting was freaking shitty.

it was hot.

i went wild.

syiq & me was irritated and do tutting.

actually.

very crappy tutting

when all hitting boobs.

dont ask why. lol.

then;

PHYSICS TEST

SCUKSSSSS!

i so gonna failed it.

FAILED IT

FAILED IT.

damn damn damn damn damn damn.

i so freaking dont understand.

i study SO HARD & still i dont UNDERSTAND WHYYYYYY!!!!?

anyway.

then goes on.

& i was caught in trouble for KINDA SPREADING things around.

please eyy;

i didnt.

FUCK YOU ehem ehem.

muahahahahha*

then went to YEWTEE.

farahin crave burger king.

so yes.

went home;

sleep.

Woke up.

then went dinner at yewtee.

with family.

then shopping my needs &craves.

WEEE.

CONCLUSION:

today was alright.

Zimah;sasha;Bee;hetty;Weween

i miss you people.

THANK YOU SYIQ FOR EVERYTHING.

1.12am

currently;tuning in to you're not sorry by taylor swift

eating cookies n cream hershey.

talking on phone with sasha.

insomnia.

nothing will get better;

as long that you are with the one.

im not getting sadder

but just more fun.

MILEY CYRUS-the climb:

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

this song relate to me more than ever.

i love love this song.

i just dont know why.

thank you so much for all the memories(:

i apprieciate it.

its all over now.

so much love;

deedee.