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Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 8:37 PM

23 april 09 ; 12:01 pm
LAY BACK
apparently so. i need to just take a break for one day.
before facing another 2 weeks of stress-ness of midyear.
im not yet ready for all these examinations. i wish i could be in my own world just have the time.
before being ready for the prelims or even N level.
oh so much stress been piling up onto me.
i wish i could describe everything but no words seem to fit to what im going through.
alot have going lately. with school , friends, mentally challenge and personal stuff.
its so hard i could just jump down from the window next to me now.
but neh. life isnt meant for suicidal stuff. it was meant to embrace it or something.
life is a challenge. hell yeah. so much so.
i was darn tired lately. must be the lack of sleep.
tomorrow it the starting of my first mid year paper.
kanasai, yes. great?! pfft. it mother tongue.
yes. i know i know its easy. but nerve wrecking okay?!
prelims 1. wth. so now. my brain is entirely focusing on my exams.
apart from personal matters. and problems.
or also dance. many people have been nagging on me cause of dancing too much -..-
dance releases my stress. and reduce the level of stress in me.
kanasai
so these is the time for me to breathe in slowly.
before im back to my panda eyes situation-..-
and eating too much situation.im back to eating TOO much. i guess.
haha. stress equals eating for me. so yes.
im scared i gain weight [smack me]
oh stress stress with art have not done yet. and art exams is next two weeks.
I CANT COPE!! shish.
dinah; layback for a day or two
you'll have time.
OH I WISH!
so today. i hope dance prac will do have the layback situation in me.
and lowing down the stress and thinking of problems.
i need to rest more.
so if im MIA-ing in the internet world sorry((:
i need to buck up in my studies and make my mummy proud.
TEEHEES.
and currently my prepaid is in pain. -..-
contact all of you when my mummy finally makes the decision to top up for me.
i know i rely on mummy too much.
so breathe slowly take eveything in real slowly

conclusion: take a step back.
see ahead for education.
have fun at dance prac.
[missing you lately.]


JUST NOW:
so syiq and me was late for school.
[ehem ehem*winkswinks*]
so we sat at yew tee's macdonald have have our breakfast.
chat for awhile.
then went to my crib.
apparently my mum was laughing to know i was late for school AGAIN.
-..- shouldnt she be scolding. kinda?
but she does say if i never attend school and continue this habit of mine;
i shall never get the results i want. hence i need to prove to her i can do it.
JUST DO IT! (:
so at my crib. syiq and i read blogs and watch hilarious videos.
we were laughing our ass off.
you guys should watch nigahiga.
pathethicly funny. just because i think the guy behaves like syiq.
Muhaha. i love the video on how to be a gangster. sial okay.
the poses; apparently make me and syiq making the pose continuosly.
HAHHA. the breast cup [wth] the chicken! the cholo!
wth wth. again and again.we watch dance videos.
hence i would say all round funny moments with her.
i love her so much;) thank you syg.
haha. i love talking to her too. make me feel goooood.
*thumbs up*

to one of my up-tall pillars strong and pretty.
yes like what you say on your blog.
we do share the common situation.
i share everything with her. cause she apparently understands how i feel.
i love her so much. thank you for being there.
i couldnt imagine life without ya'
looking forward for to a great time later.

yesterday nights
equals to pfft.
hurricane wind which led to broken vases and missing homeworks at my home.
CB.
end story.

shit shit.
now is 12.17
need to be at outram park at 1.30
dance prac at ITE simei -.- pfft.
im so late((:
one wish:
to have you here.
usher
im so caught up babyboy.

I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin about our life our house and kids (yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down... knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)


Love'
dinah

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