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Saturday, March 21, 2009, 11:35 AM



Splendid Moments
though past few days ive been struggle with all my ups & downs.
& my sickness of insomnia. whatever it calls.
There is a dim light shining towards me.
i know there is the other part of my life which is colourful and just put a smile on my face.
yes. i now realized it.
How wonderful things are when you are someone you are loved.
My gfs have been putting a smile on my face.
& making me forget all the problems im facing.
thank you GFs.
without you by my side; i would say i'll drowned deep down inside.
So i began to apprieciate my colourful moments before i went back to my black & white time again.
shish.
no one knew how hard to let go.
or just to think i aint for you no more.
or how the every night flew just like that & i kept on thinking about you.
how i stared to stars & tears just rolled down my cheeks.
& how when im down; i searched for stars to keep me happy.
weird i know.
stars are like souls that keep me a little happy and far for sadness.
& how i close my eyes wishing to the stars that you would be right here.
Its just wishes dinah.
but yes; i keep on advising people about their love or problems.
how about me.
just go with the flow.
& dont think too much.
am i doing that?
not at all.
Its way hard than what you think it can be.
No one knew what i felt & suffered the lonely nights.
No one.
apparently after you guys reading it.
more people knew it.
but wth.
I now really really began every bits of life that put rainbows on me((:
even im down; eventually i'll be back up.
& i began to see reality
reality of what humans usually do.
i am observing every human.
some just judge you by looks and what you wear.
& your inner self they just dont care.
Some just wants to be with you because you are somebody
while the nobody is considered a trash.
heyy and the somebody behaves like trash.
nobody; is sincere towards everything you did for them & thankful for it.
wth am i talking about.
enough said. i put a fullstop to that topic.
so yes.
what im trying to say i began realizing things better than i ever were.
Aliens; another species i wondered.
do it exist?
if yes;
do abduct me(:
i hate earth sometimes. it kills me.
aliens look like us or it is GREENISH GOOEEEY creatures?
stop wondering.
My one impossible wish is to go outer space.
i want to see all the planets & i want to step to our moon.
I want to see Stars gazing everytime.
Stars Scattered every way.
I want to float on space & doing funny actions while eating ice cream or what.
sial dinah.
throws rocks at me please.
Couples;
comments i should say;
i envy. espeacially those couple that are utter sweet together.
Not the mushy huggy kissy type out there in public.
i mean as in really sweet together.
where am i heading to? lol.
anyway.
i hope my change starts soon.
i try my utter best.
& god; stop plastering pimples on my face.
just so you know.
two pimples grew on each side of cheeks & it is PARALLEL!!
just an info to know.
the picture doesnt show it cause mayb im wearing shades.
teehees.
rebon rebon here i come.
anyway; should i rebon or perm or just leave it like this?
oh well.
dinasour'
boy, take her & lift her up eyys.
she is way better.
take care & much lucks in everything.
p.s i just got bite from an ant.
fishcake curry betul.

Outing with hetty & sasha(: on 20 march 09
thank you babies for making me happy.
After Dancworks 09 at vivo.
KIDDEE'SHA

TODAY:
apparently hetty plan to go my crib.
in the end my freaking dad having his moodswings.
i was freaking urgh.
so in the end we went to vivo meet up with zimah.
i miss her hell.
thank you darling for the necklace & friendship band.
i love it.
cute giler.
Thank you kak zeella for wearing it for us.
really we all are blurr deng do not know how to wear simple necklace.
shish kebaboom.
nothing much happens.
sorry to my KID'SHA
one moment i was not in the mood.
Too hungry i guess.
heehee sorry.
but had super ultra fun.
i laugh till im sick now.
im having FEVER AGAIN/ FLU.
CB.
sneezing & feeling weak
seriously i need to take in alot of vitamins or something.

so the two days that i went out with hetty & sasha was an air max time((:
they will always make my day.

much thanks to my dad business partner from australia ; shankar.
who bought us A HUGE box of Ferraro Rocher with 3 types of taste filled inside.
Normal, Dark & coconut.
Normal are loved.
Dark & coconut are trash taste.
lol.
& thank you to his daughter who i do not know.
bought for me Necklace & bangle.
Very pretty & nice of you.
thank you((:
im so gonna wear the necklace to any occasion coming.
((:

suddenly i miss family gatherings.
i miss my cousins.
i miss my aunt's stories & lame jokes for the younger generation
how we all use to sit a grandma's living room.
i definately miss my one hot Cousin.
winks* you know who.

& i miss primary school time;
nerd moments.
sial.

so yes.
THANKS TO HETTY;
who make my prepaid $0.51 by talking to ehem.
kentot!
haha. no worries. i shall top up soon(:

p.s you may have him.
he is all yours.
just promise to take care of him.


CRAVES: ben&jerry's Strawberry cheesecake flavoured ice cream
Swensen.
Hugs.
Caramel Frappe. ( i still owe bee sia)
Cik mariam's homemade Cheesecake.
Cik Zie's Chocolate cinnamon croissant.
pizza hut( lasagne & thin crisp pizza)
subway cookies White chip.
Macdonald's french fries -_-
LJS pineapple cheesecake.
Roti prata banana;Oit digusting friend! when eat with me?!
Mutton chop.
Bone steak.
Nasi Ayam harbourfront.
BurgerKing Swiss mushroom.
Famous amos; Choco chip & macadamia.
peanuts.

Dinah; from now,
diet & exercise.
getting fatter.
haha.
((:

3.35am
currently: tuning in to single-neyo
Frustrated with my nose.
sick & weak again.
tired.
but cannot sleep.
i tried drinking milk.
doesnt work lah.
i tried counting sheeps;shoes;clothes; brands.
all doesnt work
one day i will try pills?
sasha kill me.

eating ferraro rocher along with cookies & cream ice cream.
& staring at your pictures.
before i burn it.






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