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Thursday, March 19, 2009, 9:27 AM

Some how I thought things would fall into place
yes, i thought things would go smoothly.
But unfortunately it doesnt.
So here i am; just wishing things would just go much better.
It does actually if you think positive.
but heys.
i dont think i am think positive today.
anyway; if you people think im very emocrap;
go away some place else.
this is just thoughts.
& i apologise.
im just being honest. hees.
yeah; honest.
baby; every song that i heard reminds me of you again & again.
how can i forget.
Flashes back through those time we had.
Rebounding from all the facts people pictured to me.
I felt even more worst.
I said to never in love again;
but i dont think it shall last.
even more i said;
i would become alot positive & stuff
saying i want to change.
whats the progress ive seen.
one big fat ZERO.
i aint changing.
I take a step higher & i fall back to the start.
Shitt.
Facing all of it in one time.
Well; people easily said stuff to me.
But im trying my fully best.
its utter hard.
the grip im holding on to is slipping bit by bit..
this is too long, too strong.
my head kept having all the flashbacks.
im sorry.
this is hard.
im looking foward to the future.
Please, time move abit faster.
i couldnt take this any longer.

ive been eating more more more.
My dad gone crazy entertaining my cravings for chocolate & ice creams.
yes. He have been buying tubs of ice cream for me. & chocolates too much chocolates((:
the kinder joy is delicious but crappy too.
With the toy and little amount of chocolate & it cost barely expensive.
throw rocks at the cost creater's head (whatever it calls)
enough said.

TODAY:
sleep sleep;
watch the mirrors
rate it 7/10
& eat caramel popcorn while lying down at my comfy sofa(:
VERY RAW MOVIE; i love
anyway that show is M18
i shouldnt watch it but WHO CARES!

"Hey honey
Cat got your tongue
Don't look so funny
This took comedian
Joke's on you
And you're good at bed
So where's my money
I know you're bad
And I would never make that move

So why's the house empty
Light's off by the end of this week
I'll leave with what I came with baby
I'll take jaws** you'll take the mercedes

Cause I'm gone I'm not staying
I walked these roads with grace
And I'll wave with you behind me
With a new smile on my face
Cause I'm walking in new shoes now
I got a new song to sing
When I walk in the room every head turns
Every eye is on me
To bad you're not here to see it
And by the time you get this
I was so long gone and far
I'll send you a postcard
Aha I'll send you a postcard

Hey baby
You seem to ghost this ain't yo lady
This is the chick that you held back now
Now all of the things you've said were crazy
I checked out my list and I feel good about it
I got the new haircut
The one that you said that wouldn't look no good
Took that job you said I could not get
Wore that dress you said I'd never fit

Cause you're gone and I'm great
I got rid of your dead way
And I'll wave at you behind me
With a new smile on my face
Cause I'm walking in new shoes now
I got a new song to sing
When I walk in the room every head turns
Every eye is on me
To bad you're not here to see it
And by the time you get this
I was so long gone and far
I'll send you a postcard"
Beyonce-new shoes


2.07am
20 march 09
Currently: tuning to stuck with each other by Shontelle feat Akon
eating chocolate ice cream with whipped cream
be jealous people!
haha((:
p.s: i love you again.


Disgusting Friend:
small chat today.
& forking more disgusting fcuker you are.
sial.
haha.
wish you much lucks with the girl.
i'll will always be there when you need me & if you have problems that you have doubts in solving
im always here.
Kate best ex-gf((:
i hate when you said it.
i like when i said it.
haha

Sasha:
weeeee(:
i love you & i miss you
alah dancework you dont have:(
hetty & me will be in peace.
hehe.

Hetty:
wooohooooo((:
pray hard i can go out.
if i can tag you;
habis earth hancur.

BEE:
thanks for making my day with every chat at night.
i love you so much.
SEE YOU SOON.
i miss you hell.

Hasween:
where are you?
rindu banget.
miss the talks.
hehe
SEXAYY.

SDK:
love you ppl(:
I MISS YOU SIA!!!!!
hope you guys are okay.
all the pantat busuks.

SIAL to the videos of me & hetty.
i tried uploading but cannot play.
CB
i upload somewhere else.
either multiply or Facebook.

ended with a grin.

p.s i have uploaded all the pictures i owe(:
at my multiply please.
lucky i didnt have to throw my computer to the window next to me(: