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Thursday, March 19, 2009, 9:27 AM
Some how I thought things would fall into place yes, i thought things would go smoothly. But unfortunately it doesnt. So here i am; just wishing things would just go much better. It does actually if you think positive. but heys. i dont think i am think positive today. anyway; if you people think im very emocrap; go away some place else. this is just thoughts. & i apologise. im just being honest. hees. yeah; honest. baby; every song that i heard reminds me of you again & again. how can i forget. Flashes back through those time we had. Rebounding from all the facts people pictured to me. I felt even more worst. I said to never in love again; but i dont think it shall last. even more i said; i would become alot positive & stuff saying i want to change. whats the progress ive seen. one big fat ZERO. i aint changing. I take a step higher & i fall back to the start. Shitt. Facing all of it in one time. Well; people easily said stuff to me. But im trying my fully best. its utter hard. the grip im holding on to is slipping bit by bit.. this is too long, too strong. my head kept having all the flashbacks. im sorry. this is hard. im looking foward to the future. Please, time move abit faster. i couldnt take this any longer. ive been eating more more more. My dad gone crazy entertaining my cravings for chocolate & ice creams. yes. He have been buying tubs of ice cream for me. & chocolates too much chocolates((: the kinder joy is delicious but crappy too. With the toy and little amount of chocolate & it cost barely expensive. throw rocks at the cost creater's head (whatever it calls) enough said. TODAY: sleep sleep; watch the mirrors rate it 7/10 & eat caramel popcorn while lying down at my comfy sofa(: VERY RAW MOVIE; i love anyway that show is M18 i shouldnt watch it but WHO CARES! "Hey honey Cat got your tongue Don't look so funny This took comedian Joke's on you And you're good at bed So where's my money I know you're bad And I would never make that move So why's the house empty Light's off by the end of this week I'll leave with what I came with baby I'll take jaws** you'll take the mercedes Cause I'm gone I'm not staying I walked these roads with grace And I'll wave with you behind me With a new smile on my face Cause I'm walking in new shoes now I got a new song to sing When I walk in the room every head turns Every eye is on me To bad you're not here to see it And by the time you get this I was so long gone and far I'll send you a postcard Aha I'll send you a postcard Hey baby You seem to ghost this ain't yo lady This is the chick that you held back now Now all of the things you've said were crazy I checked out my list and I feel good about it I got the new haircut The one that you said that wouldn't look no good Took that job you said I could not get Wore that dress you said I'd never fit Cause you're gone and I'm great I got rid of your dead way And I'll wave at you behind me With a new smile on my face Cause I'm walking in new shoes now I got a new song to sing When I walk in the room every head turns Every eye is on me To bad you're not here to see it And by the time you get this I was so long gone and far I'll send you a postcard" Beyonce-new shoes 2.07am 20 march 09 Currently: tuning to stuck with each other by Shontelle feat Akon eating chocolate ice cream with whipped cream be jealous people! haha((: p.s: i love you again. Disgusting Friend: small chat today. & forking more disgusting fcuker you are. sial. haha. wish you much lucks with the girl. i'll will always be there when you need me & if you have problems that you have doubts in solving im always here. Kate best ex-gf((: i hate when you said it. i like when i said it. haha Sasha: weeeee(: i love you & i miss you alah dancework you dont have:( hetty & me will be in peace. hehe. Hetty: wooohooooo((: pray hard i can go out. if i can tag you; habis earth hancur. BEE: thanks for making my day with every chat at night. i love you so much. SEE YOU SOON. i miss you hell. Hasween: where are you? rindu banget. miss the talks. hehe SEXAYY. SDK: love you ppl(: I MISS YOU SIA!!!!! hope you guys are okay. all the pantat busuks. SIAL to the videos of me & hetty. i tried uploading but cannot play. CB i upload somewhere else. either multiply or Facebook. ended with a grin. p.s i have uploaded all the pictures i owe(: at my multiply please. lucky i didnt have to throw my computer to the window next to me(: |