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Sunday, March 8, 2009, 9:35 AM

RE-NEW
&when im being more positive.
well im trying to throw all my hatred away.
and refresh my life.
start from the beginning.
hence from now is just my 2009.
wth sia.
i will put ALOT ALOT more smile.
being more positive.
love everyone eventhough i hate them
just have more fun time be it with friends, family or just alone.
Never to think negative or just thinking of feeling down.
Im embracing it every moment now.
concentrating in what i have now rather to concentrate on what will i have in the future.
Im trying to control my emotions.
Especially tantrums i mostly had.
i hate it. p.s sasha always tolerated it (: i love her.
Im turning over a new leaf;
simply said.
yes.
i want to change.
become better.
more Discipline
more organize
Un-organize cause me losing my precious ezlink card.
FISH!
More hardworking.
Yes even my appearance.
i want to forget about the past.
start a new piece of fresh paper.
Fresh i said Fresh & Clean.
needless to say; being what i am & having a sincere smile on my face everyday;
is what i wish.
& im trying with every bit of my effort and sweat.
Causing i just realize something;
being too happy isnt that good
or even too head over heels on something
also aint that good.
moderate.
Too happy; one day it might just be taken away.
& you will be left at the bottom peak;
alone.
& you surely know no one is there to guide you back to the top.
you are off on your own finding your way;
if you are lucky you might go on the right path.
if you are not ;
you are stuck & lost and it might take you a very long time to search your happiness back.
love; i threw it all away already.
(: im okay with it.
yay!
so lucks on my way to the NEW dinah.
should i go change my name?
into siti beyonce or what?!
sial buruk nye.
DeeSquare,
aint thinking of the worst ;
just thinking whats best for me & my friends & my dearest most understanding mom(:
everyday new. - goals.




POGRESS ART. (uglay) + mostly incomplete
soon i get whacked By popped-eye art teacher.
note that is double-dee. i took the picture from zimah' multiply
since im doing headgear; i thought it kinda potray it.
sorry for the dark quality.
note in mind also; i have not finsih shading it(:
i dont know who is this. i took it from sasha's handphone.
it set off the idea of headgear in my brain real well.
& problems in rotating pictures again; bodoh computer.

messy-ness during art schedule at home(:

i know it aint that nice.



8 march = 2 years single. fuhyoh

AT LAST 8 MARCH 09
mummy conquer all my cravings that i had
acpt for ben&jerry's
my mum was like 0.0 DO YOU WANNA GET FAT OR WHAT?!
i was like;
i forgot im on a kinda not strict diet.
but i do not care.
mummy bought double choc frappe(:
although i want caramel but my mum was like -_-
& my irritating sis was like EEEWWW.
then double choc , double choc larh.
then i get my 3 AWESOME WHITE CHIP MACADAMIA.
weeeeeeee.
i ate it my self.
along with 2 choc chip with candies & normal choc chip.
i ate ban mian for lunch. & ikan bakar for dinner.
sial food or what?!
& guess what i ate CHIPSTER TODAY.
to fill up my boredness & tiredness in art.
I LOOK AT THE CHIPSTER hot&spicy --> 0.o
haha. i love it.
but i prefer lays larh.
more nicer.
DINAH DINAH.
why talk about food.
food = releasing stress for me.
same goes to dance = releasing stress for most people.
haha.

& i talk to mum about i am considering about going to ite instead of talking O's next year.
mum goes i will support as long im really dedicated and will work hard be more discipline. & other naggy stuff. supportive naggy stuff.haha. but in the other hand i want to take O too.
Habibah wants me to continue; she says its for the best of me. what for waste time.she is right on the other hand.

then got disruption;
disgusting friend called me;
just to finish his prepaid on me
sial nye jantan.
haha
talk talk abit.
art & shits.
then toooot.
end call.
his ppd finish.
bloody hell.
haha.

So that goes on; i wanna borrow books from library
remember i told ya that i wanna improve in my grammar & vocab shitty stuff.
I wanna prove Ms L.Y.Y that i can pass.
FISH HER FOR FAILING THE CLASS.
puih puih. smelly teacher.
eat only.
lol.
BUT I EMBRACE HER & CONTINUE STUDY! WEEEEEE
embrace her?! eew no way.

NOW: cravings
ben&jerry's at cathay.
& dance prac.
looking forward to WEDNESDAY.
i'll be coming down
i try if my art finish already.
hehe.

end-ed.

dinah syaza binte roslan bin ibrahim bin i have no idea.
2 years and 1 day.
still standing strong & smiling.
admire that people!
phew.

miss:
HABIBAH-CARAMEL FRAPPE
SASHA AKU
SUPER DOPE KIDDOS
HETTY-BABY
HAZIMAH-WOOO

9 march 09
2.09am
currently;
chating with my syg habibah.
& sleepness nights again.
fcuk it.
go to counting sheeps again dinah; GO!
tuning in to missing you-firstlady
eating cadbury chocolate bar HAZELNUT.

update pictures soon at my multiply/facebook.
malas;
sorry.
(: as you all know;
my computer has been making its own problem
and ive been pouncing on it ever since.
-_-
loved,
D

and to people who likes to demoralize other people or just plain talking mean about other people just because you aint them or just plain jealous about them; or should i say you think that they are way better than you and you are afraid they may get the limelight;
LOOK IN THE MIRROR.
before saying anything demoralizing;
see if you are so perfect yourself.
omg. i am getting pissed off.

stop dinah.
be nice.
(: i smile now.
buhbye