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Sunday, March 22, 2009, 8:46 AM

I Miss You
It is time for me to put up a real wide smile.
& let world lay on me the way it is.
and let freedom conquer it all.
be my laughing-self.
& the skippy type again.
Its time for me to return to the jovial part of me.
To love sunshine more than ever.
To make rainbows out of rain.
Take every chances that make out the better for me.
& let everything grow to a colourful memory.
Its time for me to just not help others but also me.
& at least i can pleasure myself.
& at least one day put a smile & relieve sigh on me.
Try to conquer all the fears & put a safe sign on my forehead.
its time to make me feel much better & forget about everything that is in the past.
Look up upon now; the present than too much looking up upon the future.
Future that fears me in what will happen.
Future just equals to nervous-ness is me.
simple said: embracing in everything i have now cause;
i realized im even happier now with all my darlings GFs around me.
then when im thinking about the past.
so honey; deedee.
smile.
you evil little puke machine.

TODAY:
sleep sleep.
im dissapointed in myself for not completing my homeworks.
stupid me.
& i didnt revise today.
Fishcake sia dinah
i need to buck up in my studies.
& stop my going out habit
sial lah dinah.
watch the pacifier at C5
cute actor; whatever his name is.
HOT giler.
old show.
but still loving every bit of it.
tomorrow i will get kill by teachers.
for not doing their homeworks.
& not going for their extra classes.
these 1 week holiday.
i didnt make use of it.
instead i more to pleasuring myself in gg out with frends.
or sleep at home.
CB
i regret.
start all over again please.
today i love so much as i get to sit at home with my lovely ordinary family.
though momma cranky and stuff.
im sorry momma.
maybe its just me & my new self that i felt suddenly drift up abit apart.
i felt you are different already.
im sad now momma return back please.
im sorry if my tantrum or the less care towards family & stuff.
i promise i change.
Dont be cranky.

one wish: hug from momma.

p.s alien i miss you.
you know who you are.
i just suddenly feel it.
random lah.

Tomorrow:
mass run at school will be skip by me.
Sasha coming to my crib.
yays.
Meeting disgusting friend;
for months i didnt get to see him.
He say his getting darker and boncet-er.
lol
im so gonna bully him.
& maybe he gonna walk me home after school.
sial nye digusting friend;
the talk is freaking eeew lah,pantat.
i was eating stupid.
& dont loose hope on that girl.
& the word i accidently said it okays!
somehow i can be myself when i talk to you.
thanks.
forking friend! (:
i miss hetty already.
i miss SDK more.
alahai.



12.14am
23march09
currently: tuning to speechless-the veronicas
babyboy; i miss you. please know that.
i cant find the word to describe my feelings.
studying for social studies; fcuk it.
lol.
Deterence is shits.

KIDDEE'SHA
SDK
super love more more more.

fullstop.
nonoi's soul rest on peace.
random.

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