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Sunday, March 29, 2009, 7:03 AM


GREATLY AMUSED
Apparently yes.
things had gone alot better.
somehow.
i want to just stay on this path.
let things go with the flow i guess.
& suddenly i get the tingle of confusion again.
Throw rocks at me. BIG HEAVY ROCKS.
i felt stunned & felt like knocking my head on walls again & again
so i stumble a little & got up.
these days i have been realizing things better & clearer.
well; its hard to share certain things with certain friends
they tend to not listen & ended up we are hurt.
they seem care less about us.
& really your intention was just to let your feelings out.
yes. ive gone through that.
i realize i just need to know the real friend to turn out too.
Just to know who is the listening aid & shoulders to cry & lean on.
well oh well.
thats just normal thing in life
lately ive been smiling more.
just for certain reasons.
i do not really know so.
but i dont care;
im smiling.

my heart stop & race for awhile.
its best for me to stay here & let you conquer it.
i dont want to put hopes no more.
i dont want to move any further.
lets just say;
follow the flow.

28 MARCH 09:
so yesterday was madness;
i mean yeah
sasha, rafidah & me went to West Coast Plaza
to catch groove in the west.
So yeah.
most groups did WELL.
i was apparently just behind the judges.
REALLY IN FRONT!
&my legs was WORN OUT!
serious shit.
i stood at the same spot to watch 40 dance crew dancing.
sial or what.
SO i was shouting shouting screaming.
& taking photos!
anyways.
TO FIFTH IGNITION:
although you did not make it to semi-finals;
you guys got the courage to face every challenges a head of you.
& you guys DID ur ultimate BEST(:
CONGRATZ TO FREEKZY NUTZ
for making it to semi-finals.
ALL THE BEST!!

then after whole comp;
we sat at coffee bean & apparently made jokes
& just made fun of people.
funny.
then we rushed off to yuhua cc.
for urban dance or something.
it was okay.
i love the place just because there are seats for us(:
& REFRESHMENT
free oi!.
haha.
& HABIBAH HEARD ME SCREAMED YOUR LOVELY NAME!?
haha.
she was utter cute on stage.
haha.
GOOD JOB DYLIES!!((;
thats okay if you didnt won.
you had fun & DID AN AWESOME JOB.
weehooo.
SO then
after the whole thing;
we stood outside & chat with people.
& yes hetty did something freesshh.
haha
*winks winks.
it made someone HIGH!!
i should have take video or something.
but shish.
then me,syiq, hetty & sasha;
walk to jurong interchange.
so we talk along the way.
how things were.
(:

yes(: yesterday equals tired yet awesome.

TODAY:
i plan to sleep the whole day.
but my mum wake me up to follow her to religious class.
i dragged my feet.
seriously.
then after the event i went back home.
& sleep
so tired.
SOMEONE CALLED ME MISS PIGGIE!
mr bee cheng hiang!
then did my art.

summarize:
TODAY equals bore.


I'm in this fight and I'm swinging and my arms are getting tired
I'm trying to beat this emptiness but I'm running out of time
I'm sinking in the sand and I can't barely stand
I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I try to be patient but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way, won't you lead me home?
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

"I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely

I cry at night 'cause my baby's too far to be by my side
To wipe away these tears of mine so I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you I'll stretch your hand looking for mine
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I need your break when nobody is around
'Cause I'm tired of this emptiness
I think I'm drowning, I can't be lonely
And I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me"
scared of lonely-beyonce.

to rafidah:
thanks for listening baybeh.
I LOVE YOU TO THE AIR MAX.
all you wrote at your blog.
its the same goes for you.
i couldnt wish for a better friend.

To digusting friend:
thank you for calling me & wasting your prepaid;
just to listen to my feelings & problems im in.
putting in a lesser pressure in it.
thank you for the advice & a better self in listening to my doubts.
Thank you bestie.

To hetty:
I wish you are okay now.
feeling less sad & more happiness.
I'll be there for you whenever you need me.
thats my PROMISE to you.
i dont care what ppl thinks of you.
even it is so bad.
cause i simply love the way you are;
sincere & fun
thank you BABY for everything.
& winks winks on 9.37pm.
haha
know what i mean.

To sasha:
hope you will cure faster.
& be healthier and happier.
& things are great between you & ILY-ass.
(: much lucks.

TO syiq:
im sorry if you felt left out.
i didnt mean it.
im sorry
tell me if you do
i promise i try to make things out better.
tc babygirl.

TO wano:
who search my right leg.
lol!
much luck in the upcoming audition.
& dont stress up on the homeworks that were given(:
See ya around!

TO others who help me & make me feel better:
thank you(:
i love you all.
weeehoooo.

two words: WHY AGAIN?

11.14pm
29march09
currently: tuning in to dissapear by beyonce.
eating pineapple cheesecake.
im giving another chance?
who knows?

ended with a kiss.
dinah;

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