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Monday, March 23, 2009, 8:06 AM

COLOUR THE SUNSHINE(:
i love the sun giving out light; bright bright light.
as i try to colour myself.
putting smile on my face.
i succeed horridly.
(:teehees.
knowing that people around me are there.
Shaking butt with me everywhere.
skipping here & there.
shine the child in me.
i love it awesomely.
though even a part of me missing alien suddenly.
its weird im being upmost happy.
apparently my SDK pantat busuks being there.
i love them. please know that.
the blue sky & the bright light in the morning tells it all.
i was laughing again.
i was somehow again myself?
half of it so.
im ready to run;
run across the never ending rainbow.
to smash into you.
who might that be.
im willing to wait another year again?
apparently so.
but im making improvements.
im yet smiling hell wide sey.

smashing into unknown you;
karma tells it all.
past repeats again.
though when i think about it.
it lays a sad tingle in me.
im staying strong for my love ones.
trying.
so again flashbacks.
& oh.
it just repeating again.
fork.
just sometime i think how stupid can i be,
to fall in love with some one who apparently wont like me back.
why set hope for me to love again?
why why why?
again & again.
the past repeats.
it starts of the same.
ends the same.
but this time it is much more better
much more hope.
much more hurt stained me.
who would knew.
im walking away with my head tilt back.
sighing but smiling.
where is the pit hole of sunlight?
im digging my way out from all these.
i deserve better.
i think.

love;
D.
ultraman where are you?
maybe he is my superman, fidd.
but not my ULTRAMAN.

TODAY:
SCHOOL equals normal sleepy hungry days.
i was late kinda.
Fidd is already waiting at the void deck.
apparently my shitty contacts results problems to my morning readiness to school.
really.
first the right side is lost.
still lost cannot be found.
i wonder why.
CB.
then the other part;
while i was to keep it,
it was torn.
then the whole morning i've been talking to myself.
my first bro;
in malay
" sister? gone mad talking to yourself?! "
i was like shish.
get away lah.
i was sighing & cursing.
i was rushing.
my father was giving me the what-happen-to-my-talking self-daughter look.
really.
i told him everything.
It was new 3 days only.
my momma gonna crank me up. -.-
no link.
then my dad was all the console type suddenly.
So; school when on.
i didnt get to buy my chocolate mint to keep me awake.
boohoo.
so that means i need to irritate fidd to keep me awake(:
JINXIANG was damn irritating.
serious.
i feel like killing him.
haha.
i need to wear earrings for him & compare henry or his blue tacks softer.
sial.
my boney maths teacher gone wild with their character.
JINXIANG off bully & annoyed other people.
funny.
my Social studies teacher never come(: yippy giler.
no teacher = no test = two free periods.
After the school;
which suppose to be the mass run
But sdk acpt for sasha & syiq.
went to my void deck.
BOO YEH. had fun loads.
confessions & feelings.
partying & making noise.
actually sasha was suppose to go my crib
but due to certain circumtances; its been cancel.
but thats okay.
so apparently i love my pantat busuks; SDK.

SORRY DISGUSTING FRIEND I DIDNT GET TO MEET YOU.
boohoo.
this saturday my TAG me or i kill you.
(: good luck bee and co' & yasin and co'

what's left to think about?
only my repeated past.

12.26am.
24march09
currently: tuning in to love story-taylor swift.
wondering what otak otak popiah taste like.
bee? let me have some.
hehe.

stopped.
with my heart missing people.










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