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Thursday, February 19, 2009, 6:50 AM
![]() blanked & just smile. ![]() Singapore Next Top Models amacam qualified? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Awesome people; yasmin & shafa. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() (i think; that is what sasha called it) More PIctures: http://www.ultradeedee.multiply.com Well Oh Well. Life is like living on a SINKING boat. Only left is your life jacket. You do no know whether you gonna be safe; or dead. You do not know whether you can take the pain & heat. & didn't know whether you have the courage to face every challenges. Yes, it is scary. once the boat sinked; floating in the middle of the ocean Facing problems such as dehydration, hunger & wild animals. Tend to drink sea water which contain high concentration of salt. & die or tend to hallucinate. lol WTH. why am i blogging about this. anyway; people these days starts to mood out. i don't know. i kinda tend to. but just tying to keep my smile up. (: yay. & yippy PICTURES ON LAST SUNDAY @ dome practice with soul Ignition + hetty & hasween With KAK SHAFA ; kakak terhormat DENGAN camera-nya, canon (dunt know what) yang membuat gambar2 kami semua lawa ESPECIALLY Dinah syaza. the most faces appeared & made me more beautiful( she made me said it) I love you; kak shafa; yang bising. Im now currently blanked & blurred. I stare to space just few minutes ago. Studying Biology & History Bio is loved. History is Fcuk. yes; it is. Sial seyy deena. i know. & tomorrow last day of common test week! yay or what?! plus just when i wanted to be Happy; i remembered something. I NEED TO FINISH UP MY ART RESEARCH & EXPLORATIONS. alahai. Still thinking what to draw. OMG DEENA im WAY behind time. way way way. Need to buck up in everything sey. Cut down in going out with friends + also cutting down in eating. Cut down the habit of going home late. Start going home early & study for N's Start concentrating in ART, maths and the few other subjects that im weak. Azizah already nag at me. i know momma; i promise my bad habits will soon drifted away. STRESS baybeh. anak supardi did things relax habis. i wonder how. Oh i forgot she is miss independent now. lol. stop me if you hear that before. & few of my friends commented my posts are long. neh. not that long. wanna longer? i do not know why i love publish long posts. well; don't like reading? leave. (: maybe i just got a lot to say; eyy Random feelings: i miss my old best guy friend; the talks at night. When i scream you talked about dirty Eew things; when it is suppose to be a personal guy thing. Disgusting friend. & the way i love to hear your reaction when i talk about other hot guys; & you are jealous. asking me to stop. HAHA. & in times we fight and quarrel because you treat me more than what i call friends. & even when you are not in fault; you said sorry. He let go of his feelings towards me; i ignored & one day i tell him that he was just my best friend. he didnt quite accept. You listened to my cries & nags. You gave me hope to live & stay strong when im down. When built strength in me; when everyone i love left me. i appreciate it. but i didnt have the time to thank you. alot had happen. i treat you badly i guess. Then again one day we quarrel; & end our ties. you tried to tie it back by saying sorry; i ignore. i simply want you to move on & not cling on me. i want to be free. im not ready to be in relationship. You know why. & here i am praying for your safety; disgusting friend. Take care. i told ya it was random. & now i shall try to live my life to the fullest. yay? i guess. I need a shopping buddy. anyone tag with me? pleasseee. i need opinions. plus FIDD. i dont like shopping with you! hahaha. you dont give opinions! boo. kidding baybeh. Ibrahim Ayim: what you want from her? hit her hard; leaving bruises & say sorry? is that any easier. SORRY? the bruises are left there; deng! & you just want to buy her present. thinking what?! she is so damn cheap. LEAVE HER; if that is what you are thinking, i cant bare no more seeing her sad, & mood out. ESPECIALLY WITH ME. i hate it. i care for you abang i dont want this for a return. you say you can read heart. READ MINE NOW!! anyway. tomorrow Dance prac at Esplanade. With rhyfreshh. Gonna be tiring(: deedee thinking for things to buy; baybeh 12.31am 20 February 2009 currently: smiling to myself. |