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Thursday, February 19, 2009, 6:50 AM

blanked & just smile.
Singapore Next Top Models
amacam qualified?
FIDD SAYE!
KAK WEWEEN!!(:
Fatimah rocker; hetty.
when camera clicks.

Fressh saye.

When khairil, to be said, turn hotter.
Awesome people; yasmin & shafa.
beautiful "young" lady
YASIN!!(:
them(:




& yeah baybeh; elbow freeze
(i think; that is what sasha called it)

Well Oh Well.
Life is like living on a SINKING boat.
Only left is your life jacket.
You do no know whether you gonna be safe;
or dead.
You do not know whether you can take the pain & heat.
& didn't know whether you have the courage to face every challenges.
Yes, it is scary.
once the boat sinked; floating in the middle of the ocean
Facing problems such as dehydration, hunger & wild animals.
Tend to drink sea water which contain high concentration of salt.
& die
or tend to hallucinate.
lol

WTH. why am i blogging about this.
anyway; people these days starts to mood out.
i don't know.
i kinda tend to.
but just tying to keep my smile up.
(: yay.

& yippy
PICTURES ON LAST SUNDAY @ dome
practice with soul Ignition + hetty & hasween
With KAK SHAFA ; kakak terhormat DENGAN camera-nya, canon (dunt know what) yang membuat gambar2 kami semua lawa
ESPECIALLY Dinah syaza.
the most faces appeared
& made me more beautiful( she made me said it)
I love you; kak shafa;
yang bising.

Im now currently blanked & blurred.
I stare to space just few minutes ago.
Studying Biology & History
Bio is loved.
History is Fcuk.
yes; it is.
Sial seyy deena.
i know.
& tomorrow last day of common test week!
yay or what?!

plus just when i wanted to be Happy;
i remembered something.
I NEED TO FINISH UP MY ART RESEARCH & EXPLORATIONS.
alahai.
Still thinking what to draw.
OMG DEENA
im WAY behind time.
way way way.

Need to buck up in everything sey.
Cut down in going out with friends
+ also cutting down in eating.
Cut down the habit of going home late.
Start going home early & study for N's
Start concentrating in ART, maths and the few other subjects that im weak.
Azizah already nag at me.
i know momma; i promise my bad habits will soon drifted away.

STRESS baybeh.
anak supardi did things relax habis.
i wonder how.
Oh i forgot she is miss independent now.
lol.
stop me if you hear that before.

& few of my friends commented my posts are long.
neh. not that long.
wanna longer?
i do not know why i love publish long posts.
well; don't like reading?
leave.
(:
maybe i just got a lot to say; eyy

Random feelings:
i miss my old best guy friend;
the talks at night.
When i scream you talked about dirty Eew things;
when it is suppose to be a personal guy thing.
Disgusting friend.
& the way i love to hear your reaction when i talk about other hot guys;
& you are jealous.
asking me to stop.
HAHA.
& in times we fight and quarrel
because you treat me more than what i call friends.
& even when you are not in fault;
you said sorry.
He let go of his feelings towards me;
i ignored & one day i tell him that he was just my best friend.
he didnt quite accept.
You listened to my cries & nags.
You gave me hope to live & stay strong when im down.
When built strength in me; when everyone i love left me.
i appreciate it.
but i didnt have the time to thank you.
alot had happen.
i treat you badly i guess.
Then again one day we quarrel;
& end our ties.
you tried to tie it back by saying sorry;
i ignore.
i simply want you to move on & not cling on me.
i want to be free.
im not ready to be in relationship.
You know why.
& here i am praying for your safety;
disgusting friend.
Take care.

i told ya it was random.
& now i shall try to live my life to the fullest.
yay?
i guess.

I need a shopping buddy.
anyone tag with me?
pleasseee.
i need opinions.
plus FIDD.
i dont like shopping with you!
hahaha.
you dont give opinions! boo.
kidding baybeh.

Ibrahim Ayim:
what you want from her?
hit her hard; leaving bruises
& say sorry?
is that any easier.
SORRY?
the bruises are left there; deng!
& you just want to buy her present.
thinking what?!
she is so damn cheap.
LEAVE HER; if that is what you are thinking,
i cant bare no more seeing her sad,
& mood out.
ESPECIALLY WITH ME.
i hate it.
i care for you abang i dont want this for a return.
you say you can read heart.
READ MINE NOW!!

anyway.
tomorrow Dance prac at Esplanade.
With rhyfreshh.
Gonna be tiring(:


deedee
thinking for things to buy; baybeh

12.31am
20 February 2009
currently: smiling to myself.