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Friday, February 13, 2009, 10:10 AM
VALENTINES; urgh. blerghBlurhbluek. Valentines eve. Supposely go school with Fidd. In the end. (because we are late.) due to my misplaced school skirt. We skipped. I went to Fidd's crib. chill & talk. Watch twilight. haha. Sasha Came. & stuff. i trimmed my hair. SO THIN SIA. irritated. what the hell. ( trimmed hair all the way to Jurong West) jauuh perh. Fidd Cut concave. Sasha too but im way jealous of sasha's new hair. F' her(: kidding akak. After we went to bugis, Went to Far east. Met Kak Syikin ayam kentucky. Long time never see her ayam face. i Hugged her skeletor. & ABANG AYIM GILER KU SUDAH PULANG. dari brunei(: HIS GIGANTIC ELEMENT BAG & CREW CAP. plus the bag is so huge; always block my passage way. blerghblergh. Met up With hetty-ku sewel & make new friend with DEERANAE. beautiful seyy she. Sexxayy. Hetty bought dress. * she pick that dress; ibarat monyet nak beli baju lagi cepat seyy. CAMWHORE AT forever 21 & youth park. + yani took pictures with NASH (SFB) suke baby? Well, walking those paths at town areas. Seeing people sharing their loves to one another. carrying flowers & stuff. Only Eve of valentine had made my heart aches. lol imagine; the real day itself. waiting; baybeh. people; selling of bouquets of flowers. even balloons. shish. SPREAD THE LOVE; they say. I say; SPREAD NUTELLA MORE BETTER!! serious seyy. VALENTINES is my rival. The day i long waited to curse sometime. & sometime the day i waited for years. waited for miracle to happen. The day i say I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. but the message couldnt get across far. The day of romance. & showing love. Being there with some one you love. Even family and friends. VALENTINES is memoies made up for me during 2007. which eventually turn to dust & lust. I thought it was my happiest. end up it was my saddest. we didnt last that long, honey. Im sorry. i know you wanted more & long. i can't. Sorry i yelled. Sorry I scream. Sorry i Didnt care. Forgive me; my besty ku( formal) You are great listener & there when i need you. When i fought we friends; you cared. You know we cannot be more than just friends. Maybe we are not fated. My heart was not to you. Im still searching. but you are already in my heart as friends, baby boy. & now, we no longer contact. i guess. it was for the best. for him & me. i really want to see him move on. I ve move on & seeing he still stuck to me. i hated it. i felt bad & terrible. i felt i wanted to kill myself for not able to love you more. i told you the truth im not in love with you. & one day i Say that i dont him to contact me no more. I need to search for some one real to me & my heart. while you stopping me, saying you are jealous and he didnt want me to find another guy. Controlling & Cursing people. shitt. i use to hate you so much. but you are just a friend. Understand. 14 February 07 we are together, i wasnt that happy. Friends hated us. Friends forcing us. 08 March 07. i broke up with you. till den we are friends. & now it ends. I cant step to the other world. but now we are far apart. we act we dont know each other. i saw out there; you look at me & act you dont care. well. my friend; thanks & sorry. Move on baby. take another step again. I need to refresh my valentine's day. to a holy new one. but i guess; not these year. "Got lots of year ahead" said ashSlack-acap yups. i agree. reject one or twice. WhuaWhuaWhua. What shall i do for the SATURDAY: valentine's day? planning baybeh. anyone free? akak whoever? celebrate as whole or? shop alone or go down to the nearby shop; but myself most expensive chocolate? make a 3D flower by papers how you ask; idk? whatever you say. i will somehow figure it out. deedee. the donkey; not! good luck baby hetty! +those who i havent link. soon i find time to link, busy lady i sayy. 3.23am baybeh;) 14 february 2009 |